Tuesday, November 30, 2004 | 6:52 PM
baby vincent...when he was juz 4mths old. now everyone. wasn't he CUTE?! 
| 6:28 PM
making frenz wif kitty step 1: tail-touching.
| 6:27 PM
making frenz wif kitty step 2: let's play london bridge is falling down...erm...ok...sensitive pict, wat r u thinking?
| 5:47 PM
(1989) at 2...little fatty bom bom. at one look, u noe she will grow up to be a blur queen. doesn't she look like xiao tang yuan?! yum yum...
| 5:46 PM
(1992) at 5...first time in sch. this moment u see me smiling, but nxt moment i would be screaming and crying in my sch. sch phobia or smtg.
| 5:42 PM
(1997) at 10...the other one is my cousin, ivy in hk. if u see clearly, i have a missing tooth! haha...
| 5:40 PM
(now) at sweet 7teen...much more refined look (i hope?).
| 11:27 AM
guys tok (r they all true?)
the guys say...
1. we're not as perverted as you think we all are.
2. no matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a LOSER.
3. we like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimes too.
4. don't argue with us when we call you beautiful.
5. don't treat us like crap, what goes around comes around.
6. we know you're pretty, that's one of the reasons why we're going out with you.
7. don't go into detail about your period. it scares us.
8. if you have cramps and we ask you what's wrong, just tell us it's that time of the month and nothing more.
9. if you really like us for us, you would let us think that our mustache, beard, or sideburns look cool.
10. we never shave our legs. so get over it.
11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us. it's just wrong...
12. don't make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don't.
13. when we tell you that you're not fat, believe us.
14. we absolutely do not care about the Backstreet Boys, *NSYNC, 98 Degrees, or what any other guy looks like for that matter.
15. we may not be able to pee accurately all of the time, but at least we can stand up and go pee.
16. just cause you think you're always right, doesn't mean that you don't have to apologize when you do something "wrong."
17. you expect us to say and do sweet things for you, but it would be nice if you do the same every once in a while. we like to know that you love us too.
18. we can't always be spontaneous, so try to help us make the plans sometimes.
19. don't ask us to beat up another guy for you, cause you might get what you wish for.
20. never kick us in the nts "just to see what we would say". That's just mean.
21. never pretend like you are going to break up with us and laugh when we believe you.
22. pamela anderson's boobs aren't fake anymore, but we like yours better anyway.
23. size doesn't matter, except to idiots who don't want a relationship.
24. PMS is not an excuse.
25. if you want us to put the seat down when we're done, you should put it up when you're done.
26. don't tell us how cute your ex-boyfriend was. that doesn't turn us on but it can make us feel more pissed off sometimes.
27. and always remember: the way to a guy's heart is through his stomach..... and maybe....oh nevermind.
28. NEVER ask us to kiss other guys. you might be that comfy with your friends, but to us it's just wrong.
29. we always notice how funny it is dat after you rip out our heart, stick it down our throat and then still want to be friends.
30. last but not least: we know you're not always right, but we'll pretend like you are anyway. (^-^)
Monday, November 29, 2004 | 10:08 PM
wannabe
when i was 5...1) princessi used to think i'm a princess adopted by my family for some unknown reason and would grow up ruling a country or smtg. and wearing a tiara and be pretty. yeah...childhood fantasy.2) witchi wanna fly arnd on a broom and cook up magic potions all dae. no harry potter back den. or i would start thinking all these really exist. (and who says it's impossible?) when i was 8...1) teacheri had a whiteboard which i would hang up on the wall and i liked to give out smartie magazines as workbks. i would wrap a towel arnd my waist cos i tot wearing long skirts make u mature and graceful, like those ever-so-gentle teachers i would love to have, and my play-pretend would always end up to be a love story where a incredibly handsome teacher would fall in love wif me and we would den live happily ever after. 2) nursei juz liked the uniform. dat's y i joined red cross. haha...but i can't take it now, really grossed out by those injuries. 3) fashion designerdressing up barbies and paper dolls in pretty clothes, drawing gowns and flowing dresses in those really cartoon ways. one of my biggest hobbies, dat turned into some sort of ambition. for dat one month.when i was 9...1) psychiatristi wanted to read ppl's mind (though psychiatrist doesn't do dat) and make ppl be afraid of me. ok...sounds really mojo-jojo, but i was juz 9.2) councillori think i watched a drama on councillor or smtg, starring celest chong. and den i was inspired. how noble the job is and all dat. and u can help those bad but cute boys, though it nv occured to me at dat time dat by the time i'm a councillor, these bad but cute boys will more likely to be like younger bros to me.3) air-stewdessi loved flying arnd, and being pretty. yeah...these were the reasons at dat time, but now? i guess it kinda adds on to many other factors, and somehow has become some sort of passion.when i was 12...1) tour guidei think i watched a drama oso...now u noe how affected i can be. and i tot tour guides have the easiest job on earth. how innocent. childhood.2) discipline mistressi hated my discipline mistress at dat time, cos she was so fierce and intimidating . so i wanna be a discipline mistress who would teach those rebellious students thru love and care. yada yada yada. and i wanna appear in the newspaper as a concerned and successful discipline mistress. haha...i have wild dreams sometimes.when i was 13...1) DJcnt rmb y...juz woke up one morning and suddenly felt like being a DJ. i guess this is the beginning of my love for erm...media communication? got link? ok...some sort.2) candy shop ownersome sort of hello-kitty fantasy. like having a candy shop, selling those really kawaii candies, chocolates, ice-cream and everything nice. hello kitty. used to be crazy over it, maybe dat was y i started having such fantasies.3) rich tai taikinda build on the candy shop owner dream. dun have to earn any money, juz wanna decorate it nicely and sit outside the shop and drink coffee. no. cappuccino. or smtg.when i was 15...1) singeralways dreamt of having a grp like speed (i liked them alot dat time), wif my 3 other best frenz. we even went to one of our hses and started recording an album on com. haha...wif well-distributed lyrics and all dat. i still have the cd. oh well...not DAT bad. willima hung can sell his album afterall.2) actressinspired by our sch production the previous yr, i wanted to act and tried living thru all those diff roles. afterall, wat job allows u to play pretend all the time? sounds kinda fun eh? haha...but dun think there is any future acting in the s'pore media anyway.3) translatori was learning jap dat time, and heard my mom say a translator can earn alot of money. but it sounds kinda stressful, cos i had seen them at work in one occasion. haha...so i guess i'm kinda out. when i'm 17...1) candy shop ownerfantasized abt it again. when yanni, one of my best friend in sajc said she wanna open a flower shop. great. her shop will be beside mine. along hello kitty street. or maybe sesame street (though it always gives me a feeling of shabbiness). and we would gossip at our doors, sipping coffee everydae.2) air-stewdesslike i said earlier, it has really become an ambition, and not juz any dream or fantasy. it is some sort of passion dat i will work towards to. ganbette.3) PR/HR executivedun really noe wat they do. but i think working wif ppl and stuff is pretty fun. ok...dun tell me how tough it can be. juz an option.4) airport staffanything to do at the airport. not dat i really like it SO much, but think their work shld be quite dynamic and exciting. so...well, as well do smtg related to wat i used to work as(supposingly settling down after being an air-stewdess). erm...rite? not toilet cleaner though. i need more life. i think. (^-^)
| 9:23 PM
precious gems
we gotta take this program called the gems in our 2nd semester. everyone is toking abt it becos this is the 1st time we r doing this. and actually nobody really noes how to go abt doing it, registrating it and everything. and the registration date is like...juz 1 dae away. so there goes...last min panic. haha...oh btw, "gems" stands for general elective modules. or smtg. rite? anyway...after serious consideration, these r my 5 choices, wifout any real order yet. there r not much choices actually, not those dat interest me anyway. but it's ok, the course of sun zi bing fa will always be full of places. onli dat u may have to go memorise all those 36 tactics when going thru icas. haha...and the onli one i noe is "running away". or smtg. again, these 5 choices r not in any particular order. yet.1) effective negotiation skills. negotiating wif ppl like my bros really need special skills. it may oso be quite useful in my future career, u noe, being an air-stewdess *blush*. and it's pretty cool to learn how to socialise abit. since some PASSER will think dat i'm not POPULAR enuf to be her friend. *ouch*2) film/drama appreciationnot really DAT interested. but well, kinda related to my course, and erm...free movies and dramas obviously. a must-have choice for the drama queen. 3) is seeing believing? ok i dun really noe wat this course does. even the intro is kinda simple. but since we have to choose one module frm sci too, i will juz have to choose one sometime, sooner or later. y not now? and i guess i need some assurance dat it's quite impossible dat DAT funny shadow i may probably see is smtg spooky or anything. again, useful in my future career, where i have to travel and stay in all kinds of hotels. rite? ok gd. reassurance is gd. 4) nutrition and wellnessyes. the first big step to becoming healthy and un-sick for more den 2 wks. (refer to the previous entry named "5 things i'm really concerned now" pt no. 3) and of cos, really helpful for any attempts to go on healthy and efficient diets.5) introduction to human resource practicesdun really noe wat it means. but since i've considered working towards related fields. oh well den. u noe...there r 5 choices afterall. ok so there goes. my 5 choices for gems. hope i can actually get them registered correctly, and dun end up in sun zi bing fa. not dat there is anything wrong wif dat course, juz dat...u noe...not really dat interested. yeah...smtg like dat. (^-^)
| 8:42 PM
no way!
time table for the new semester is out! check it out! there goes my social obligations, parties, dates, slackness and oh my god!!! beauty slp!!! not a gd start.
boo hoo hoo.
mondae
8a.m-10a.m: DVPA (digital video production and application) -look at the time! one more reason for mondae blues!
12p.m-3p.m: NW (news writing) -and we still have ms hui kam lin. congrats everyone!
tuesdae
10a.m-12p.m: FUNE (econs)
1p.m-3p.m: IPRA (PR and advertising)
3p.m-5p.m: IDEA (innovation design and enterprising in action) -hear the name and u noe how stupid it is. notoriously boring and silly, frm wat i heard last semester.
wednesdae
8a.m-11a.m: WP (web publishing) -hear the name and i noe i going to fail it.
1p.m-3p.m: DVPA
thursdae
10a.m-11a.m: NW
11a.m-12p.m: FUNE
1p.m-2p.m: IPRA
fridae
8a.m-11a.m: IVP (issues and viewpt) -sounds like need to read alot of newspapers. zzz.
11a.m-12p.m: FUNE
3p.m-4p.m: IPRA
merry christmas everyone. this is the best gift i've ever had. who has this kind of schedule sia?! nvm...i will live, afterall i've gone thru erm...ok i will think up of smtg really horrible dat i've gone thru. in the meantime, let me juz whine a teeny-weeny bit. (^-^)
boo hoo hoo.
mondae
8a.m-10a.m: DVPA (digital video production and application) -look at the time! one more reason for mondae blues!
12p.m-3p.m: NW (news writing) -and we still have ms hui kam lin. congrats everyone!
tuesdae
10a.m-12p.m: FUNE (econs)
1p.m-3p.m: IPRA (PR and advertising)
3p.m-5p.m: IDEA (innovation design and enterprising in action) -hear the name and u noe how stupid it is. notoriously boring and silly, frm wat i heard last semester.
wednesdae
8a.m-11a.m: WP (web publishing) -hear the name and i noe i going to fail it.
1p.m-3p.m: DVPA
thursdae
10a.m-11a.m: NW
11a.m-12p.m: FUNE
1p.m-2p.m: IPRA
fridae
8a.m-11a.m: IVP (issues and viewpt) -sounds like need to read alot of newspapers. zzz.
11a.m-12p.m: FUNE
3p.m-4p.m: IPRA
merry christmas everyone. this is the best gift i've ever had. who has this kind of schedule sia?! nvm...i will live, afterall i've gone thru erm...ok i will think up of smtg really horrible dat i've gone thru. in the meantime, let me juz whine a teeny-weeny bit. (^-^)
Sunday, November 28, 2004 | 8:46 PM
5 things dat i'm really concerned now
1) my beauty slp. (will i ever get sufficient beauty slp?)
2) my frenz. (seems like i'll nv have enuf time for everyone.)
3) my health. (best record so far is remaining un-sick for arnd 2 wks.)
4) my character. (self explanatory.)
5) my holidae. (having to attend this function or dat activity every other dae. u call dat holidae?)(^-^)
| 7:33 PM
the 1mile < 4.00mins challenge
rain rain rain. when i went for the sports mile meet thingy, it was raining so hard dat it would be better off if we juz change it to swimming competition or smtg. haha...i was kinda lost of wat to do and where to go when i reached there. as honestly, i had no idea wat i was there for in the first place. and guess who i saw at this tent dat i was smart enuf to go check out. jason.yeah...jason frm my class. so he and his club (i still cnt rmb wat's their club name) were there. ok great. i was not onli alone, but oso totally clueless of y i was there. so i think his frenz muz be wondering y he knows such lost sheep like me. anyway, i got to noe a few of them, and they r really really nice ppl. now i noe y jason loves his club so much. they r friendly, funny, sociable and most impt, chineses-speaking. so they gave me a very comfortable feeling once i knew them.den kaanthan came and all of us waited for the rain to stop so dat the race could commence. but it seemed like the rain would NV EVER STOP. so we moved arnd chairs, tables to prevent them frm getting wet, and dat's all we did. and ate candies. yeah...smint. strawberry flavour.there were onli two interesting stuff throughout the 2hr or so of waiting.1) many many many cute guys. (not dat i was interested, but well...there was nth to see and they were like milling arnd in front of u)2) an old uncle of arnd 60-70 yrs old.ok to clarify pt no. 2, i'm ABSOLUTELY NOT INTERESTED in old uncles, ok? haha...but he is so damn funny dat i can't stop laughing at him.1) he is kinda short and fat, is botak and wore a fishing hat. (i dunno wat those hats r really called, but ppl going fishing usually wear them) actually come to think of it, he kinda looks like mr potato. 2) we had 4-5 umbrellas arnd, and he juz gotta use dat red damaged one, wif all the sticks (dat supposingly support the umbrella) sticking out all over the umbrella. it was so damaged dat it could hardly shelter him alone. i tried opening it, and the framework (all those sticks) juz collapsed. 3) when the race started, we were discussing abt the timing and all dat. someone asked wat was the best record for 1 mile race in s'pore. the uncle said it was really fast, arnd 5mins 60secs. he said it wif such straight face dat it was obvious dat he doesn't noe dat 5mins 60secs = 6mins.we juz couldn't stop laughing. ok. me onli. haha...so jason and i had a chat and i tot it was really kinda tough for him last semester. but i oso felt guilty cos i realised dat i can't help him in any way dat i noe. it's a grp thing u see, and i can't juz decide everything by myself, i dun wan it to end like last time. but he's lucky dat he has his beloved club ppl, all of whom i have seen for myself, r really friendly ppl who accept u into them and make u feel comfortable and happy easily. anyway, after staying there until like 6, kaanthan and i went off first. den i wanted to meet boy boy for dinner, but juz rmbed i nv bring any money. so i went home instead. chocolate doughnut + chicken soup = my (not so fanciful) dinner. alrite, stop boring u guys wif my indifferent life. i shall go watch the chi movie on channel 8 now. it's really funny. i can't stop laughing. as always. (^-^)
| 8:40 AM
8.30a.m
it's 8.30 in the morning! and i'm up and abt. guess wat time i slpt last nite?! yes. 1a.m my dears. ok let me start on this pitiful story of a young pretty girl who is so deprived of her rightful beauty slp. last nite, becky went for her cya duties. yada yada yada, u wun wan to noe the details. it was a boring nite. not many passengers to help but frm my experience (though my experience onli lasts for arnd 2 nites), they usually come look for help when u r abt to go for break or worse, when u r abt to go off duty.so there was this south african lady who wanted me to bring her to a lounge so damn far away when it was already way past my off-duty time. alrite, afterall wat i'm there for? but she was a really nice lady who could at least speak eng dat i understand. so we had a nice chat. and i had a nice big blister by the time i reached home. my cso (sort of supervisor who will help me at the info counter) was really helpful and gave me a break though my scheduled one was over. but she was busy and pretty blur, so i had to stand arnd to wait for her to log me off when it was 10p.m, while all the time praying dat no more passengers would come arnd to ask for anything. (bad bad becky)and rmb this really friendly senior i was toking abt the other time? i noe u dun, her name is spelled as elektra! haha...so she was walking wif me and this lady came along for help. while bringing her to her desired resting place, i was pretty stressed out, so couldn't find anything to tok abt or anything, afraid dat i would say smtg wrong in front of the senior, or be accessed in some way or another. alrite, she might den think dat i dunno how to make simple chats wif a passenger. worse rite? anyway, the damage was done, let's live wif it. but she's still a very very nice senior.so finally! i was off! den i rushed to go find boy boy, who was quite sian after waiting for like 1 hr in the airport. he didn't want to have dinner as planned, so we juz went straight home. i used to be really affected when i saw him wif a sian face while waiting for me. so i would be really sad or smtg, but now when i see him, i would be really happy and would 4get everything but try to make him feel better even if he is really pissed off or smtg. see, i'm becoming a gd girl. eh?so finally, i noe u r waiting for this moment. the reasons y i'm up so early! 1) somebody was shouting into a mike dwnstairs (the block opp mine).2) my bro was watching some real dumb wrestling show, where ppl were screaming at each other like they were crazy.let me comment on them individually so dat u can see their horrendous faults clearly and empathize wif my sad situation, hopefully do some justice to my cause too. 1) early at arnd 8, i already started hearing ppl shouting into the mike somewhere out there. they were arguing smtg abt the community council or dunno wat. at first, i tot they were speaking in malay, den i realised it was chi. "this is MY home as much as YOURS, so...low reception (interupted by some other shoutings)...hey dun be stupid...low reception (i was drifting in and out of my dreams)""hey dun snatch, everyone has one lah! pls DUN SNATCH! dun choose, all colours r the same lah! hey queue up. OEI DUN UNDERSTAND CHI AH! I SAY DUN SNATCH LAH!"yeah...smtg like dat...i was on the verge of getting dwnstairs and shout into the mike to call them to shut up. den i heard frm my mom dat they were having some kind of brisk-walk-marathon-cum-discussion-session. oh...well den...fine. but i still need my beauty slp. dat shld be listed as one of the most impt community concerns. SO DUN GO SHOUTING WIF A MIKE EARLY IN THE MORNING AT 8A.M!!! thank you.2) my bro was (and still is) watching some really dumb wrestling show. obviously, he would turn up the volume of the tv so as to match up wif those dwnstairs. but i choose to believe dat he juz didn't want them to disturb my slp. how considerate and thoughtful. i guess he didn't realise dat by doing dat, he was interupting my slp juz as well. oh get real!so i woke up and came to use the com, while watching abit of dat show oso. u noe how ridiculous it is? it's soooooooo drama. and fake. so there was this man wif injured knee or smtg, walking wif clutches. den he saw his gf being beaten up in the ring, so he wanted to go up and help. and being lame (in every meaning u wan to see it), he got caught by this other guy in the ring, and got bashed up as well. so his gf saw it and rushed to his help. being a wrestler herself, it was kinda surprising dat all she gave this guy beating her bf was a tiny slap on the cheek. of cos she was not spared and got slapped back or smtg. the whole thing was juz real dumb!den there were these 5 potential wrestlers in training. all they did was eat, eat and eat. den puke puke puke. den run run run. and fight fight fight. so in the end, they were to go thru this "ultimate test" as they said it. sex test. so there was this "sexy" woman toking while shifting frm foot to foot (d for presentatn skills), trying to seduce these 5 brainless low sex-driven creatures. ok i shall not elaborate, cos my bro switched channel le. haha...such shows r an insult to intelligence of all humankind. all these ppl were juz acting tough and beating each other up like they r a bunch of mad cows. ok. herd of mad cows. watever. if there is one thing i hate on earth, it's violence. and violence for no apparent reason is not juz disgustingly horrible, but oso downrite dumb. so for gdness sake, if u have a brain and some human IQ, do not resort to violence, or even watch such stupid, inhumane shows. *pant pant pant* see my pt now? haha...ok...i think i shld go have my bf le. den go back to my harry potter and the order of the pheonix (for the 14th time). oh...i still have to go help out at some sports mile meet thingy in the afternoon. vicky really likes me. *sigh* (^-^)
Saturday, November 27, 2004 | 3:08 PM
the chocolate doughnut and icecream
weewee~ i've got a tagboard, in case u have not noticed! haha...so all my dearest readers muz comment more le worh, after all the trouble i had gone thru last nite. but honestly, 10z to may, it was much easier den the previous attempts i made long time ago. anyway, i woke up at 6.30a.m this morning. again. for the sake of a decent bf at jb. so my parents think the causeway would be real crowded if we r too late, as well as the resturant where we usually go to. but! my dad made so many wrong turns here and there, dat in the end, we still ended up getting stuck in the middle of traffic on the causeway, among cars and lorries. so i slpt abit, read abit of harry potter, and even joined in the gossips abt drivers in other cars. and still, we were in the middle of the nv ending queue. nth gd comes easily.so we reached the resturant and started ordering dim sum and everything. my mom nv stopped nagging at wat food shld be avoided becos of the oil content, calories content or cholesterol content, so in the end i wondered if i shld juz ordered a bowl of plain porridge and leave it at dat.after wolfing down several plates of delicious dim sum (i'm referring to my bros, not me. i gracefully ate my food. i'm a lady ok. and ladies dun wolf dwn their food.), we started to rest as my parents continued to eat their way slowly thru the diff dishes. and my dad juz gotta go to the toilet in the middle of the meal everytime we go there, so we gotta wait extra long. anyway after eating, we went giant, as in the normal routine everytime we visit jb. everyone is always saying how great it is to shop in malaysia and i juz can't imagine y. now u noe y. the onli shop my parents go in jb is giant. yes, the mega supermarket wif the dinosaur marscot. giant.i was kinda having stomach pain and was very lazy to walk, so as always, my baby bro and i went to get a trolley and grab a cushion and i sat in the trolley relatively comfortably to be pushed abt by him. gd pts:1) u dun have to walk.2) kinda fun when u can grab anything on the shelf along the way. 3) u can entertain ur baby bro at the same time. bad pts:1) u have to act excited and shout in glee or fear at regular intervals and at the rite times (like when ur baby bro is making a sharp turn) so dat ur baby bro is willing to push u arnd. this can be more tiring den walking sometimes.2) after sometime, it seems like u have no control of where u wanna go.3) ppl r staring at u all the time like they have not seen a teenage girl sitting in a trolley b4. i'm sure we see teenagers sitting in trolleys being pushed arnd in supermarkets all the time, dun we?4) it's kinda cold to have wind actually blowing into ur face as ur trolley speed along aisles.5) it's kinda squeezy inside the trolley, when u have to sit wif a super big box of koko krunch, a bottle of soya sauce, a big teddy bear (dat baby bros can sometimes insist of sitting wif u in the trolley) and 4 bags of garlic.ok...obviously, there r more bad pts den gd pts, but i still enjoy sitting in a trolley. haha...but not in s'pore. i onli dare to do it in dat particular giant becos i'm pretty sure i wun meet someone i noe there. eh? after eating a chocolate icecream on the car when we were coming back, i was feeling even more erm...uncomfortable in my stomach. den by the time we were back, i was so slpy dat i juz went to slp, w/o really noeing wat was going on. when i woke up, i was abit hungry, partly becos i noe there r chocolate doughnuts in the kitchen. so i grabbed one and ate it in juz 4 bites. i felt guilty rite after dat. all those chocolate icing on it looks unhealthy enuf. ok, my mom's preaching abt healthy living works afterall. i wonder if i would live the rest of my life, fearing wat i eat. pathetic.ok nvm, i can do exercise after dat. not todae, by the time i'm back frm the airport (yeah, my 2nd duty), i'll be so beaten dat i'll probably lie slping at the door and need ppl to carry me into the rm. but guess wat?! boy boy is fetching me tonite. so think time will pass faster, having smtg to look forward to. though i'm kinda dumb to spoil his surprise. haha...ok, no use crying over spilled ribena, let's juz be contented wif wat i have eh?! and at least i'm a diff counter todae, so i wun meet dat snobbish cso again. (^-^)
Friday, November 26, 2004 | 6:52 PM
6 regrets in my life (so far)
1) stopping at grade 6 onli for piano.
2) not continuing to learn ballet when i was young.
3) not seeing my grandma for the last time when she passed away a few yrs ago.
4) always having problems getting real honest wif my parents.
5) samuel.
6) not buying dat cute op dress dat i like quite alot, b4 it's out of stock. (i'll think of other more serious regrets nxt time.)
| 6:37 PM
my wishlist for x'mas this yr
1) happiness for many yrs to come.
2) love, care, smiles and everything nice.
3) my parents to accept boy boy.
4) to noe more frenz, and to get back my best frenz.
5) common sense and life skills.
6) patience.
7) dat cute op dress dat seems to be out of stock everywhere.
8) mr bean's teddy.
9) to try smtg other den steamboat for x'mas this yr.
10) 10 more wishes.
| 5:32 PM
5 ways to win the snatch-the-com battle
1) chorp the com wif ur own properties first. tissue, bk, name tag, water bottle, watever.
2) sit on the com chair even if u r not using the com, to give ppl the impression dat u r.
3) distract ur opponent by getting food for them or switch the tv to their fav channel. it's ok to be nice. the main goal is to use the com.
4) say u wanna use the com for some sch stuff. and make sure u really do. but who says u can't multi-task?
5) nag, nag and nag. nag until they give up and surrender the seat to u.
| 12:53 PM
gastric attack!
i woke up at 6.30a.m this morning. unbelievable rite? 10z to vicky, i had to go orchard library for this live radio forum doing smtg abt "r gd grades/certificates the onli factor to success in s'pore". did anyone smell argumentative essay here? not dat it has any strange smell or anything. juz an unique way of expression by becky.maybe i woke up too early or wat, i felt like vomitting and my gastric pain was back! but anyway i went thru the 1hr or so of interesting argument on the topic. i think it's kinda useless to go thru all these arguments over and over again, as once u r out in this real world, it's back to all the distinctions and a's. wat passion, interest, other x-factors can come later. get those grades 1st. rite? at least dat's wat the society wants. if u r the onli one going against the tides, it juz get tired sometimes. i guess i've gone thru dat quite a few times. at least i've not sunk yet, and i hpe i wun. so anyway, i spent the whole hr trying to endure the endless rolling sensation of the stomach, the urge to puke everytime i wanted to open my mouth and extreme boredom. exciting morning. den after the forum, i tried to decide where to go. as the rest wanted to go watch incredibles (i've caught it), i decided to go walk along the lonely orchard road at 10a.m on this gloomy fri morning. though my gastric pain was quite horrible and my sprained ankle was kinda adding to the pain, but i tot i was really bored, and was kinda waiting for soh yongsheng's msg, so as well go walk abit to see and to be seen. yeah saw many wannabes and sec sch kids. and seen by those who want u to donate money and go see roadshows. my first walk at orchard on my own was this interesting? wat else can i ask for? soh yongsheng didn't reply my msg, so i figured he muz be slping and decided to go home. clever becky boarded the train dat was at the station without looking which direction it was going (and still think i was really lucky), and ended up going by the red line (i onli noe them by colours) which would go by the cck way. since den, i msged soh yongsheng when i was at yew tee, to see if he wanted to meet for lunch. alrite den we went long john silver to have lunch. den i came home and started blogging. the rest u noe. life at home.lesson learnt todae: she thinks too much + he thinks too little = too much expected and too little done. alrite...to put it simply, 他还是不懂.dun ask me wat i mean or who i refer to. it's for me to noe and u to guess. (^-^)
Thursday, November 25, 2004 | 8:13 PM
counting down: 1 more mth to x'mas!
| 6:07 PM
music i am currently listening to: S.H.E [encore encore encore!]
| 5:58 PM
i ate a (mis)fortune cookie!
b4 i start, let me juz clarify y i came up wif the title in the previous entry, juz in case u guys cnt draw the link. "i noe the food" means during the dinner, all the food were properly named in the menu, all neatly in order, easy to read and all. not like my dad's company function dinner where all the food were named so strangely and abstractly dat they as well not name them. so last nite, i actually knew wat i was eating, and did not have to spend half the time guessing wat i was chewing. haha...so there goes. anyway todae is another dae where i'm kinda unlucky, u see. early in the morning when i woke up, i went brush my teeth and fell in the toilet.yes.again.i think i sprained my ankle and there is this really awful bruise at my knee now. so now u noe how blur i am when i juz wake up. or when i'm half aslp for dat matter. as if i was not "lucky" enuf, i realised dat all my jeans were either being washed, or waiting to be washed. the onli clean one was not ironed. as nobody was at home, i juz had to wear dat. not dat it really mattered den, but since everything seemed to be going wrong early in the morning, i juz wondered if i ate a misfortune cookie by mistake. or smtg.no it didn't really stop rite there. so i went wait for boy boy so dat we could go eat bf. silly boy could not wake up and i had to wait for nearly 45 mins at the mrt station. and den the gastric pain started. really quite horrible to get it early in the morning like dat. itai itai itai.but luckily for me, the pain didn't last DAT long. so we went for bf at mac's at harbour front. guess who did i see?! tada! i saw jessica, felicia and dawn. they were going sentosa or smtg. they r my classmates frm sajc. so after sitting arnd and chatting, boy boy and i went on a bus tour, dat we used to do so much when i was still in sa. so we went ang mo kio. den yada yada yada...time to go home. it was raining so heavily again. and i was soooooo slpy. yada yada yada...i guess it's time to slp, though it's juz 5.41p.m, but beauty slp can take place anytime. rite? rite. (^-^)
Wednesday, November 24, 2004 | 10:45 PM
yummy. i noe my food.
juz back frm the dinner. surprisingly gd. ok i was really early so i had to sit at the lobby and wait. and it was sooooo quiet and deserted dat it was kinda creepy. reminded me of those shooting games i used to play at the arcade in hotels overseas when we visited my dad working there. i used to be so afraid of those monsters (or terrorists in some) dat i made sure we locked the hotel rm properly b4 i went to slp and actually bothered to read the map for escape in case of fire, found behind the doors of hotel rms. (bet u dun even noe dat they exist)anyway, wat's my pt again? oh yeah...so i sat there waiting. and this indian uncle passed by.indian uncle: waiting for someone?me: (thinking) no. juz passing by and happen to love the sofa here so i take a seat.me: (answering him) yeah.communication skills. answering wif politeness and tact. anyway, so after some time everyone arrived and we went for the dinner. instead of a resturant, we came to this erm...place wif many conference rms and actually got into one of them filled wif tables and chairs for dinner.den anyone impt would give a speech.anyone less impt would clap.yeah dinner! it was really fun! we had all s'poreans at our table, and juz one sri lanka student. poor chap. had to endure the loneliness and noisy crap frm us. so anyway, there was this guy called kaathan, who oso went to sajc for the 1st 6 mths. so he was real crappy, sat beside me and made me laugh all the time. our table was the noisiest i believe. and i think half of the time it was becos of my horrible laughter. so on my rite was kaathan, cracking me up all the time. on my left was a latecomer who is a lawyer. pretty cool eh? nyaa (national youth achievement award) gold awardee. used to be bah. since he cnt really be considered as a youth now eh? he was nice in a way, but i dun like him dat much, cos he was shaking his legs all the time, which i think was really erm...rude or smtg? and distracting. and he always finished his food first, and was complaining when was the nxt coming. oh yeah den there was this other guy who looks like william hung. if william hung is the "b4" of an mary chia advert, he would be the "after" product. see the link? he is the thinner version of william hung lah. ok. mean girl.so in conclusion, they r all still very very very nice ppl and i really like them. i had an enjoyable nite. though 1) my ice-cream came last though i had been waiting for it the whole nite and everyone had to wait for me b4 eating. 2) someone was always giving a speech or two.3) my bread was sooooooo tough my teeth actually felt tired chewing them.but really...100% better den i expected. so i'm really happy. and my dad fetched me home so i'm not really DAT tired den. and i can come blog. though my mom was nagging me not to dl/see those scary picts, websites or videos online, or i will scream in my dreams again. i wonder who enjoys doing things dat really freak them out. not me.eew...there's this bug on my com screen becos everywhere else is so dark and the screen is bright and warm. eew...go away bug. (^-^)
| 6:04 PM
5 by 5
after sacrificing my beauty slp, the exam results were not out in time last nite!!! it was supposed to be out at 12 midnite ok?! but i waited so long and it was not out. so i wasted no more time and dashed for my bed. i would get back as much beauty slp as possible ok?!
damage control.
i had a nitemare last nite. muz be thinking too much abt the movie, shutter. but i nv go catch it or anything. too creepy. anyway, my mom told me i was screaming all the time last nite and they were so worried. it's been quite some time since i last did dat.
anyway, i went sch for this sri lanka exchange programme or something, where i was supposed to receive these sri lankan students and bring them arnd our sch. ok. smtg along the line. cos i really had no idea wat i was really supposed to do. anyway, i was late.
as usual.
and when i reached there, it was like i obviously missed smtg. i was wearing like...semi-formal and the rest were kinda casual. in other cases i shld have looked more den appropriate but since the rest were wearing down, they made me look like i overdressed. vicky actually said i look pretty. pretty enuf for tonite's dinner tonite. (which is supposed to be really formal i think)
so we waited arnd for those sri lankan ppl to arrive. den when they did, we had a brief intro by our sp director bla bla bla.
smiled smiled smiled.
toked toked toked.
i really tried very hard to rmb their names. but they all sounded the same to me, and actually looked the same. den i tried to understand their eng. happy to say, i actually did understand some of the parts they were toking to me abt. other parts where i didn't shld be quite easy.
1) give a sincere smile.
2) knock ur head.
3) give an impressive "oooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhh".
u may add other orh...oic...uh huh...wow...and anything along the line. one word of caution though.
moderation.
the lunch was a buffet dat was not bad at all. it was at some resturant in sp dat i didn't noe exist till now. and a tour guide or smtg (he was frm sp, but i dunno wat was he there for) asked one of the students to eat more becos it was a buffet. and den he went for the toast, soup, dessert and fruits. not forgetting to load his plate wif lots and lots of food. when the teacher asked him if he could really finish it, he said he would work hard to.singaporeans.nth personal against singaporeans, but sometimes the way they do things juz amuses me. anyway, i'm going for this dinner later where i'm onli half interested in. ok it's in a hotel. the food and all dat may be quite fanciful. but i'm juz not interested becos:1) no cute guys arnd, esp someone named soh yongsheng.2) i'm more slpy den any other thing.3) i'm going to miss another nite where i can actually get some decent beauty slp.so there i am, going to sit thru the thing for 2 hrs. who noes wat may be in store for us. no more lucky draws pls.so todae is not exactly a BORING dae where i juz rot arnd, but it's not exactly DAT EXCITING becos half the time, i dun really enjoy doing it anyway. so it's kinda like a 5 by 5 dae, which means okok. if u r asking. and archie is kind enuf to get me a job at some bkstore or smtg. but the working hrs r long (though the pay is not bad) and dat will mean i will have to give up alot alot alot on my schedule. ok now my mom wanna get me a shawl cos she thinks i will be cold to death wif wat i'm wearing. she keeps trying to convince me dat it's really pretty.pretty?i will choose to freeze to death. (^-^)
damage control.
i had a nitemare last nite. muz be thinking too much abt the movie, shutter. but i nv go catch it or anything. too creepy. anyway, my mom told me i was screaming all the time last nite and they were so worried. it's been quite some time since i last did dat.
anyway, i went sch for this sri lanka exchange programme or something, where i was supposed to receive these sri lankan students and bring them arnd our sch. ok. smtg along the line. cos i really had no idea wat i was really supposed to do. anyway, i was late.
as usual.
and when i reached there, it was like i obviously missed smtg. i was wearing like...semi-formal and the rest were kinda casual. in other cases i shld have looked more den appropriate but since the rest were wearing down, they made me look like i overdressed. vicky actually said i look pretty. pretty enuf for tonite's dinner tonite. (which is supposed to be really formal i think)
so we waited arnd for those sri lankan ppl to arrive. den when they did, we had a brief intro by our sp director bla bla bla.
smiled smiled smiled.
toked toked toked.
i really tried very hard to rmb their names. but they all sounded the same to me, and actually looked the same. den i tried to understand their eng. happy to say, i actually did understand some of the parts they were toking to me abt. other parts where i didn't shld be quite easy.
1) give a sincere smile.
2) knock ur head.
3) give an impressive "oooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhh".
u may add other orh...oic...uh huh...wow...and anything along the line. one word of caution though.
moderation.
the lunch was a buffet dat was not bad at all. it was at some resturant in sp dat i didn't noe exist till now. and a tour guide or smtg (he was frm sp, but i dunno wat was he there for) asked one of the students to eat more becos it was a buffet. and den he went for the toast, soup, dessert and fruits. not forgetting to load his plate wif lots and lots of food. when the teacher asked him if he could really finish it, he said he would work hard to.
Tuesday, November 23, 2004 | 10:27 PM
jerkometer: how to identify a jerk?
a jerk...1) thinks he is the most handsome/sweetest/most romantic/richest/smartest/most popular/best guy on earth and u will fall frm head to toe juz to look at him frm far.2) is one who is a two-timer.3) is one who does the above. and still goes brat abt it to ppl arnd him.4) uses violence and is still proud of it.5) toks wifout his brains.6) says all those sweet nthings to u but nv really mean it.7) acts cute and actually seriously thinks he's cute (when he's not). 8) doesn't respect women rights/animal rights/human rights or any other types of rights dat shld be respected by juz basic living creatures (wif a brain).9) acts pitiful and takes advantage of ppl's kindness.10) goes tell all his mates how horrible his ex is (be it true or not).11) judges one by his/her wealth or looks and nv fails to let him/her noe how poor or ugly he/she is. 12) does all the above and still thinks he has no wrong.hey hey hey!!! if u do not agree wif the above pts, dat's not my prob. there may onli be 2 reasons y u disagree.1) u take it too personally.2) u actually display one or more of the behaviours.honestly, i can think up of such pts is becos i have seen and even known such ppl b4 (juz my luck) ok? so dun argue wif me, these ppl do exist. but if u have other pts u wanna add...of cos pls feel free to tell me. we can nv run out of "jerky" behaviours, the way the world nv run out of jerks. *disclaimer: if u r really disturbed or offended. there r 2 things u can do.1) think it's all one big joke and try laugh it off.2) get off my blog. now.
| 8:01 PM
7 habits of a highly effective teenager
1) be proactive.
2) begin wif the end in mind.
3) put 1st things 1st.
4) think win-win.
5) seek 1st to understand, den to be understood.
6) synergise.
7) sharpen the saw. (^-^)
2) begin wif the end in mind.
3) put 1st things 1st.
4) think win-win.
5) seek 1st to understand, den to be understood.
6) synergise.
7) sharpen the saw. (^-^)
| 7:34 PM
7 habits of a better becky
1) start exercising regularly. for the sake of the bikini at least.
2) have enuf beauty slp. slp at 11p.m top.
3) start loving my enemies. even dat stupid sickening xxxxxxx.
4) start saving. stop using my atm card no matter how exciting it is to do so.
5) stop lying. no matter how white the lies may be.
6) stop gossiping (so much).
7) STOP COMBING MY HAIR EVERY SEC IN THE DAE AND BEING SO SELF-OBSESSED!!! (^-^)
2) have enuf beauty slp. slp at 11p.m top.
3) start loving my enemies. even dat stupid sickening xxxxxxx.
4) start saving. stop using my atm card no matter how exciting it is to do so.
5) stop lying. no matter how white the lies may be.
6) stop gossiping (so much).
7) STOP COMBING MY HAIR EVERY SEC IN THE DAE AND BEING SO SELF-OBSESSED!!! (^-^)
| 7:31 PM
esp for u: juz the 3 words, 我爱你
从你眼睛看着自己 最幸福的倒影握在手心的默契 是明天的指引无论是远近 什么世纪 在天堂拥抱 或荒野流离 我爱你我敢去 未知的任何命运 我爱你我愿意 准你来跋扈地决定 世界边境 偶尔我真的不懂你 又有谁真懂自己 往往两个人多亲密 是透过伤害来证明 像焦虑不安我就任性 怕泄漏你怕 所以你生气 我爱你让我听 你的疲惫和恐惧 我爱你我想亲 你倔强到极限的心 我撑起所有爱 围成风雨的禁地 挡狂风豪雨 想让你喘口气 被割破的信心 需要时间痊愈 梦想缠着怀疑 未来看不清 就紧紧的拥抱 去传递能量和勇气 我爱你 我爱你我想去 未知的任何命运 我爱你让我听 你的疲惫和恐惧 我爱你我想亲 你倔强到极限的心 哪里都一起去 一起仰望星星 一起走出森林 一起品尝回忆 一起误会妒忌 一起雨过天晴 一起更懂自己 一起找到意义 我爱你 我不要没有你 我不能没有你 绝不能没有你
| 6:16 PM
love me tender love me sweet
i woke up this morning at arnd 9a.m, feeling kinda giddy and there was an uncomfortable tightness in my chest. ok dat's smtg new. tightness in my chest. wat's dat supposed to mean? though my mom nagged abit abt going out when i was still sick, but i told myself dat todae was going to be a happy dae, cos i was going to meet my boy boy!and so i did. and everything was so much better. we went for bf at chinatown again. den we went town and stoned at coffee bean. honestly all this while i felt really sick cos my head was kinda painful and i felt abit bit giddy. but i didn't complain, or he would ask me go home rest. den we went harbour front and back to clementi to chat.onli todae did i discover dat i really miss him alot alot. hugging him, kissing him and staring at him. i've nv felt so strong abt trusting someone. loving someone. and being loved. i'm so in love. haha...i can nv get tired of hugging him or toking to him or listening to him. i can nv get tired of sneaking kisses at him. i can nv get tired of laughing at his jokes, no matter how crappy they r, or get laughed at for being so blur. i can nv get tired of juz stoning wif him. i can do so much for him w/o thinking of getting anything back. i'm gone case. i've nv tot i would be so in love. i've nv tot i would ever go thru this. i have even once been afraid to be in love, cos it takes so much courage and time to learn to trust someone totally. and to love someone. esp when i dun even noe if i wan to be loved. den i realise it has come so easily to me, when the time is rite. maybe this is the time. i dunno if this will last. though i hope it will, i can nv say for sure. i onli noe both of us r working hard for it. esp him, becos it is always him who pulls me thru all these lowest moments . all these times when i've tot of giving up, he holds me thru. no matter how busy i am, he waits for me. no matter how attitude and stubborn i am, he forgives me. no matter how childish or silly i am, he loves me. i wonder if i'm worth it. and he nv stops assuring me dat i am. if i lose him, i wonder if i will ever fall in love again. i noe i will always miss my life when i'm single and carefree. but i noe i will nv be the same again if i ever lose him. i dun wanna lose him. i love u yongsheng. if i ever think of giving up, pls hang on there for me? for us? i may not be your perfect girl. ever. u may feel stressed becos u dunno if u can meet my expectation. but all i ever want is us to be together. all i wan is u. pls? *hugs* (^-^)
Monday, November 22, 2004 | 5:58 PM
live like a 17-yr old! swing to the beat!
痛快去爱 痛快去痛 痛快去悲伤 痛快去感动 生命给了什么 我就享受什么 每颗人间烟火 全都不要错过 每一天 都是一个节庆 每件事 都发生来丰富我的记忆 很好奇 还有谁等着闯进我日记 欢迎光临 亲爱的 请享用我的感情 痛快去爱 痛快去痛 痛快去悲伤 痛快去感动 生命给了什么 我就享受什么 每颗人间烟火 全都不要错过 痛快去感动 笑与哭都值得用力气 吻和泪 都是该表框纪念的痕迹 很乐意 每段路都有陌生人同行 爱或伤害都欢呼 都是活过的证据 痛快去爱 痛快去痛 痛快去悲伤 痛快去感动 生命给了什么 我就享受什么 每颗人间烟火 全都不要错过 艳阳暴雨 不要客气 请一直澎拜我 热切的血液 我活着的目的 就是活得鲜明 痛快迎接痛快等候 痛快去失控 痛快去触碰 生命安排什么 我就感谢什么 每颗人间烟火 全都美丽了我 痛快去爱 痛快去痛 痛快去悲伤 痛快去感动 生命给了什么 我就享受什么 每颗人间烟火 全都不要错过 痛快去爱 痛快去痛 痛快去悲伤 痛快去感动 生命给了什么 我就享受什么 每颗人间烟火 全都不要错过 痛快去感受
| 5:06 PM
overprotected me
i sometimes wonder if i will ever grow up. thruout my life, everything is well done for me.
chores.
decisions.
future.
life.
"what am i to do with my life
(you will find out don't worry)
how am i supposed to know what's right?
(you just got to do it your way)
i can't help the way i feel
but my life has been so overprotected"
i may stumble. i may fall. but isn't dat how ppl learn? isn't dat how ppl grow? all i need is a chance. i have nv failed them. isn't dat enuf to prove dat i can take care of myself?
"i tell 'em what i like
what i won't and what i don't
but every time i do i stand corrected
things that i've known
i can't believe what i hear about the world
i realize i'm overprotected"
they say i have to work harder now, since i want smtg different for myself. i have to prove them and all others dat my choice is the rite one. of cos i noe dat! of cos i'm working hard. i take up all my courage and start doing things i wun usually do. i start working towards my goal proactively. but y?
y is it dat onli at this time do they have to stop me frm going forward?
"there must be another way
cause i believe in taking chances
but who am i to say
what a girl is to do
God i need some answers"
i realise i can't really be myself wif them. they do everything for me. they decide for me. they plan for me. they think for me. they speak for me.
and they wonder y i can't do anything by myself.
den they worry further of wat i can do for myself. the best is i dun go anywhere. i juz stay at home as much as possible, under their supervision, under their control. den everything will be safe and happy. they will be happy.
not me.
"i don't need nobody
tellin me just what i wanna
what I (what) what i'm gonna
do about my destiny"
ACTION!
i need a life.
my life.
i'm 17 going 18. i'm not a kid. give me some space to grow, some space to breathe.
can i?
juz leave me alone. dun tell me u noe how i feel. dun tell me u understand. dun tell me u've been thru it urself. dun tell me everything u do is for my best interest. dun tell me wat is rite and wat is wrong.
i dun wan to noe.
let me be myself, for once.
pls. (^-^)
chores.
decisions.
future.
life.
"what am i to do with my life
(you will find out don't worry)
how am i supposed to know what's right?
(you just got to do it your way)
i can't help the way i feel
but my life has been so overprotected"
i may stumble. i may fall. but isn't dat how ppl learn? isn't dat how ppl grow? all i need is a chance. i have nv failed them. isn't dat enuf to prove dat i can take care of myself?
"i tell 'em what i like
what i won't and what i don't
but every time i do i stand corrected
things that i've known
i can't believe what i hear about the world
i realize i'm overprotected"
they say i have to work harder now, since i want smtg different for myself. i have to prove them and all others dat my choice is the rite one. of cos i noe dat! of cos i'm working hard. i take up all my courage and start doing things i wun usually do. i start working towards my goal proactively. but y?
y is it dat onli at this time do they have to stop me frm going forward?
"there must be another way
cause i believe in taking chances
but who am i to say
what a girl is to do
God i need some answers"
i realise i can't really be myself wif them. they do everything for me. they decide for me. they plan for me. they think for me. they speak for me.
and they wonder y i can't do anything by myself.
den they worry further of wat i can do for myself. the best is i dun go anywhere. i juz stay at home as much as possible, under their supervision, under their control. den everything will be safe and happy. they will be happy.
not me.
"i don't need nobody
tellin me just what i wanna
what I (what) what i'm gonna
do about my destiny"
ACTION!
i need a life.
my life.
i'm 17 going 18. i'm not a kid. give me some space to grow, some space to breathe.
can i?
juz leave me alone. dun tell me u noe how i feel. dun tell me u understand. dun tell me u've been thru it urself. dun tell me everything u do is for my best interest. dun tell me wat is rite and wat is wrong.
i dun wan to noe.
let me be myself, for once.
pls. (^-^)
| 2:22 PM
for him: this is me...
刁钻又任性 还动不动生气
奇怪一认识你 我有一种全新的逻辑
独立又贴心 舍不得欺侮你
知道要去哪里 你忙就不吵你
也敢自己一个人 也有自己的主意
爱是很霸道的事情 我会负责爱好你
可以大方让你到处去
多少红粉知已 没我吸引你
这是大智若愚 还是我大女人主义
大声告诉你说我爱你
自己大步前进想跟你平行
相爱大可不必赖着你
发扬大女人主义
礼物我送给你 帮你撑伞也可以
我很高兴 自己有能给你的东西
要一直保持甜蜜 要有平衡的关系
何必查你的案底 还不如做好自己
可以大方让你到处去
多少红粉知已 没我吸引你
这是大智若愚 还是我大女人主义
大声告诉你说我爱你
自己大步前进想跟你平行
相爱大可不必赖着你
发扬大女人主义
大风大雨够爱你
就有大无畏的勇气
大声说爱你
不再害羞和委屈
可以大方让你到处去
多少红粉知已 没我吸引你
这是大智若愚 还是我大女人主义
大声告诉你说我爱你
自己大步前进想跟你平行
相爱大可不必赖着你
发扬大女人主义
可以大方让你到处去
多少红粉知已 没我吸引你
这是大智若愚 还是我大女人女人女人主义
大声告诉你说我爱你
自己大步前进想跟你平行
相爱大可不必赖着你
发扬大女人主义
奇怪一认识你 我有一种全新的逻辑
独立又贴心 舍不得欺侮你
知道要去哪里 你忙就不吵你
也敢自己一个人 也有自己的主意
爱是很霸道的事情 我会负责爱好你
可以大方让你到处去
多少红粉知已 没我吸引你
这是大智若愚 还是我大女人主义
大声告诉你说我爱你
自己大步前进想跟你平行
相爱大可不必赖着你
发扬大女人主义
礼物我送给你 帮你撑伞也可以
我很高兴 自己有能给你的东西
要一直保持甜蜜 要有平衡的关系
何必查你的案底 还不如做好自己
可以大方让你到处去
多少红粉知已 没我吸引你
这是大智若愚 还是我大女人主义
大声告诉你说我爱你
自己大步前进想跟你平行
相爱大可不必赖着你
发扬大女人主义
大风大雨够爱你
就有大无畏的勇气
大声说爱你
不再害羞和委屈
可以大方让你到处去
多少红粉知已 没我吸引你
这是大智若愚 还是我大女人主义
大声告诉你说我爱你
自己大步前进想跟你平行
相爱大可不必赖着你
发扬大女人主义
可以大方让你到处去
多少红粉知已 没我吸引你
这是大智若愚 还是我大女人女人女人主义
大声告诉你说我爱你
自己大步前进想跟你平行
相爱大可不必赖着你
发扬大女人主义
Sunday, November 21, 2004 | 10:36 AM
39.4
i woke up at 1+ this morning cos i was feeling really hot and everything. den i think i went to the toilet or smtg, and while walking down dat ONE step in my rm (my rm is designed wif those jap tatami), i fainted or smtg and fell all over the place. so now i have a sprained ankle and a bruise at the back of my head. wonder how i fell rite? i wanna find dat out too, all i rmb is dat i looked pretty silly. anyway i guess i'm still sane enuf to cum up wif these 3 guesses of y i met wif such embarrasing accidents. 1) i'm slp-walking.2) i'm so bored wif my life dat i juz seek for any drama in my subconscious mind.3) i'm juz too dumb to fall over dat ONE step.so u see...i'm still quite normal rite? i dun have those blood clots at the back of my brain dat make ppl do silly and strange things. rite rite rite? so anyway, my parents closed their doors (out of all the nites, they juz have to close their door on the nite when i fall. but boy boy and i may have an idea y they wanna close their doors, hehe...) and didn't hear me or smtg. so i actually went to them crying. i didn't noe y i did it, maybe becos i was feeling really silly or smtg.as if crying to ur mommy in the middle of the nite isn't. den they told me i'm having a fever. 39.4 degree celsius. and it juz refused to come down thruout the nite. i was quite ok, juz a little headache and the pain at the back of my head, but really i would survive. my parents wanted to drive to NUH. hello? children's emergency again? (i'm under 18.) i dun think i can live wif dat. and i hate seeing doctors.so i juz took a panadol (i hate taking medicine) and slpt. this morning at arnd 9a.m, it was already 38.7, so i tot i could skip dat pill. eew...and it juz shot back to 39.4. damn.it's ok. i juz have to act normal so dat i dun have to take dat stupid panadol (my mom is still breathing down my neck abt taking my medicine regularly.) and actually be allowed to go for the bbq tmr. so i came to use the com. but actually my head is really horribly painful. not the bruise. it's the headache. it's like having a woodpecker knocking into ur brain or smtg. now i noe how a door feels like. i think i better go back to slp, or i will juz die on my keyboard. and drool. (i drool if i slp on the table or smtg...even during exams.) (^-^)
| 9:33 AM
the first flight
ladies and gentlemen, pls fasten ur seatbelt as our plane is about to take off. todae is the 20th nov 2004, saturdae. the weather is cool and windy wif abit of rain. welcome on board on our first flight wif the cyas. here r some of the exciting experiences and challenges dat u can expect to go thru when u r on board wif us.1. the one-of-its-kind cso1) the onli cso who does not tok or smile much.2) tends to ignore ur presence.3) toks in a "i-rather-u-go-find-someone-else" kind of tone.4) toks to the passengers in pretty much the same tone. 5) follows the schedule so strictly dat u juz have to bear wif the 4 hrs duty if u miss ur break.2. the language challenge1) hearing caucasians say "fly hours" when they actually mean "flo-wers".3. the physical test1) standing arnd frm 2p.m (u would like to check out the airport early on ur first flight wun u?) to 10p.m, without much rest (juz half an hr dinner b4 u start ur duty and no break frm 6p.m to 10p.m) or even water break.2) seeing ppl walking arnd wif hot chocolate, pepsi twist or simply a bottle of mineral water when all u have is ur own saliva to swallow.3) passengers asking u to bring them to the food gallery and recommend some food when all u have eaten the whole dae is a deli sandwich, fruit tart and a miserably small cup of hot chocolate.4) walking frm the north part to the south part of terminal 2, which may mean arnd 4 x 2.4km. 5) walking back to terminal 2 after bringing a tourist to terminal 1. read this: walk. (u can run of cos, but we r not responsible for any undesirable consequences.)6) wearing leather shoes wif shoe laces dat do not seem to stay tied in a knot.4. the friendly senior1) dunno how to spell her name, quite a special one dat goes smtg like elec-tra?2) give u some guarantee-safe eat-snake tips.3) may pester u to get signatures frm some supposingly famous international band named buskers. 4) perfect cute-guys-hunt partner.5. the temptation1) cute guys doing part time at the shops and some working as special service assistants (help push wheelchairs or smtg?).2) young angmo tourists dat seem to be all over the place.3) the senior (i shall not attempt to spell her name again until i noe how to) keeps pointing out the "eligible" cute guys everywhere arnd u.*disclaimer: the above-mentioned points may onli prove temptation to some of u, but definitely NOT to me. *winks*6. travellators1) upon reaching the travellator, do not drop ur baby and nearly step on them.2) if u have accidentally done the above pt, quickly pick up ur baby but try not to look like u hope nobody has seen the accident.3) the above-mentioned pt applies especially to FATHERS.7. the (non) cab driver
1) do not treat ur friend's dad (who has kindly volunteered to drive u home) like a cab driver and actually request him to go all over the place.
2) pls walk dat TEN steps urself and not ask him to turn all over the place and stop rite at ur doorstep.
3) do not do the above-mentioned pts when u DUN EVEN NOE your friend dat well. (how well can u noe someone in juz half the nite?)
**disclaimer: for some blur sotongs reading this, i'm not the one who ask the dad to drive me home even if it's obviously out of their way. i'm the one whose dad is the driver!!!
8. discomfort
1) u may experience some discomfort like giddiness, fever, headache, blisters in the feet, slpyness and tiredness.
2) do not worry as everything is under control.
3) well under control.
ladies and gentlemen, pls fasten ur seatbelts as we r touching down in 2 mins time. thank you for cuming on board wif our cyas. hope u had a nice flight. we hope dat u will enjoy urself in this wonderful sunny island (b4 another flight nxt sat), the way we always do. (^-^)
1) do not treat ur friend's dad (who has kindly volunteered to drive u home) like a cab driver and actually request him to go all over the place.
2) pls walk dat TEN steps urself and not ask him to turn all over the place and stop rite at ur doorstep.
3) do not do the above-mentioned pts when u DUN EVEN NOE your friend dat well. (how well can u noe someone in juz half the nite?)
**disclaimer: for some blur sotongs reading this, i'm not the one who ask the dad to drive me home even if it's obviously out of their way. i'm the one whose dad is the driver!!!
8. discomfort
1) u may experience some discomfort like giddiness, fever, headache, blisters in the feet, slpyness and tiredness.
2) do not worry as everything is under control.
3) well under control.
ladies and gentlemen, pls fasten ur seatbelts as we r touching down in 2 mins time. thank you for cuming on board wif our cyas. hope u had a nice flight. we hope dat u will enjoy urself in this wonderful sunny island (b4 another flight nxt sat), the way we always do. (^-^)
Saturday, November 20, 2004 | 9:47 AM
rain rain go away
boo hoo hoo.i wanted to go on a secret swimming trip wif boy boy, but it was still discovered and now it is raining again! how can i ever get to swim? though the weather is very nice to slp, i still woke up early in the morning 9a.m becos my baby bro was playing the piano!the moment i woke up, my mom had to nag at me. but it's ok, i was half aslp so i didn't get wat she was saying anyway. but she nv stopped toking. and asking me qtns, which means i would have to ans, which means i would have to listen to her. den my dad was watching this really stupid china late nite show he recorded last nite. ppl were always screaming at each other, and speaking alien language. oh...juz the usual sat morning.when i got into the sch website, i nearly fell off my chair cos there was this really big pict of taufik based on bright red background dat took up the whole page. hey hey i didn't noe taufik is frm our sch. anyway, i dun watch singapore idol. so who cares.den i saw samuel's nick on msn dat was smtg like "chalet was fun, miss all of you". ooh...isn't dat SWEET? pity i dun feel the same way. it's alrite, i guess everyone has a different perception of wat is FUN. i didn't noe he misses us sooo much, shld have shown more of his "si nian" for us.my mom is still nagging, but i dunno abt wat. she can nag at anyone, anytime, abt anything. and half the time they r pretty much the same thing. yes she's juz going on and on and on abt the same thing. juz like some damaged radio.on and on and on.i think i need some distraction. dun tell me all these r gd for me. i'm not in the mood for preaching. i need to get a life.my life. (^-^)
| 9:38 AM
my fav character no. 1: edna mode. does all those incredible superheros suits. don't expect her to do flaps for them, flaps r useless and dangerous.
| 9:36 AM
fav character no. 2: violet. she looks like jap ghost when she puts her hair down. this is the 1st time i dare to look into a jap ghost in the face, and still laugh.
| 9:35 AM
the incredibles r now in cinemas! go catch it! (try catching dash if u can!)
| 9:33 AM
the nxt movie i wan to watch, "i am david". read it in sec 1 when studying literature. i cried when his dog died. boo hoo hoo.
Friday, November 19, 2004 | 9:13 PM
wat an incredible dae!
aha! boy boy and i caught the incredibles early in the morning todae! frm watching the "warm-up" movie dat came b4 the actual one, i knew it was going to be an incredible dae! it was a short story abt a happy little lamb which was skipping and dancing arnd all dae but was captured and shaved off. so it was really down or smtg, when this kangaroo or smtg (i dun really noe wat it is, but frm the way it bounces arnd like this, well...kangaroo is obviously a better guess den a koala bear or smtg) came to comfort it wif songs, dance and more bouncing. haha...so the little lamb went back to its happy daes bouncing, dancing, singing and being captured off to be shaved. well, believe it or not, this is the story. so like i said earlier...incredible.back to our main movie of cos. the (real) incredibles.it's really a great movie. at least an a. haha...so everyone shld go watch it, esp may. and rmb to wear your incredibles t-shirt. haha...the movie is really funny and well...funny. every moment (ok, at least after the 1/2 hr or so) is filled wif action and excitement. if not, there will be some lame jokes or smtg. so this movie is juz very incredible frm the very beginning to the end. so after all these fun and laughter, excitement and joy, i went home feeling kinda beaten. but this was onli half of the agenda for todae. i had to prepare for my dad's company function at some hotel at esplanade. i really dun understand y his company is so kind to have these employees-cum-family functions every now and den, and actually make them not-compulsory-but-u-and-ur-family-BETTER-come kind of thing. so anyway, after waiting for my mom for like half a century, we went to this really posh place at esplanade wif all these uncles and aunties all dressed up, like going for a wedding or smtg. some of them looked pretty and all dat, others were....erm...pretty wayang, to be honest. haha...so after another half a century drinking coke in the lobby, we finally settled down for dinner. (u call dat dinner?) it was really nice of the company to get us such expensive western dishes. but...well...i rather call mushrm soup mushrm soup, and not some aijueihasdbn or dunno wat. haha...and i couldn't even fill half of my stomach after completing the whole course. alrite, shld have juz stayed at home anyway. i believe my mom wasn't enjoying the food dat much either, though she pretended hard to, but there was no rice! haha...ok, stop digging at my mom alrite?!?!so...there was this auntie sitting beside me, who was real friendly and chirpy. she gasped in surprise at every dish served and kept toking to me abt her boss (hope it's not my dad, cos she made him sounds kinda geeky and stupid). and she was making stupid jokes abt me msging on the hp (i was sms-ing boy boy). she was real active and couldn't sit down much. she would always walk to the table nxt to us, or a table 10 tables away frm us, or 20 away frm us, or smtg, juz to have a chat. u get my pt dun u?so my brother wanna catch the last episode of this 9p.m channel u show and the 3 of us (including my baby bro, despite strong objections frm my bro) went home by cab. my parents stayed on for the "interaction time" later at nite. how fun can playing games wif aunties and uncles be? i guess my parents juz wanna wait for the lucky draw. hope they dun win a blender again. we have arnd 2-3 at home le. haha...so...i'm having my 1st cya duty tmr at the airport. i'm pretty nervous. i have absolutely no sense of direction! how can i ever direct someone to anywhere?! ok...time for self-psychological therapy. everyone pls chant wif me."becky is going to be ok.becky is going to be great.everything is under control.tmr will be a perfect dae!"rite rite rite? no.my gosh!!! i juz discovered a pimple on my nose!!! my gosh!!! at this time??? now...is dat some kind of omen??? oh no oh no...i'm going to be so dead. i can cover it well wif make-up, but wun it make it worse? oh no oh no...muz be the chalet and bbq and everything. ok...time for damage control. and step 1: go get my beauty slp now.and i mean now. now.bye.gdnite. (^-^)
Thursday, November 18, 2004 | 10:06 PM
too busy to be true
ok i'm not complaining. i'm not whining. but this is strange. juz a few daes ago i was going on and on abt how lifeless i am, and nw? i have so much to do. when i'm half-dead and everything.perfect timing.anyway...went jp todae wif my boy boy. intended to go buy cosmetics cos mine r going to expire. but in the first place, the shop dat i wanted to go does not even exist in jp! i guess i muz be hallucinating becos onli 1/4 of my brain was working. boy boy had to return his pass and shirts to his workplace cos he quitted his job (after doing it for one dae...how shaoye rite?). so i went wif him and ended up stranded in some ulu pandan place. shld have juz asked the cab to wait for us. we quarreled abit (cnt really rmb abt wat) and took a bus to somewhere like jurong or smtg? so we gotta take a cab back again.after lunch, i had no mood to shop anymore becos i was still kinda pissed off. so we were thinking of watching a movie or smtg. no gd ones, maybe the incredibles. but we gave it a miss. cnt rmb y oso. suddenly, my mood for shopping came back becos:1) i suffer frm mood swings sometimes. 2) boy boy is gd at pacifying me. (erm...though he may not noe y i'm angry...but a* for effort.)3) "101 things abt girls" lesson no. 2: a girl cnt resist shopping for long, esp when she is in a shopping mall. so we went walking arnd to hunt for "buyable" stuff. at espirit, i bought this tshirt which i really liked at first look (but cnt really rmb how it looks like now) and it ate up half my wallet (no...it's my whole wallet, cos i didn't have much money left after chalet.) and i gotta go withdraw more money. yeah...i have an atm card! haha...continuing our shopping mission, i bought 1 pmk tanktop and boy boy got one shirt. the bag dat came along was kinda nice too. happy happy happy. as both of us were soooo slpy, (i dunno y he was as slpy as me, since he had no chalet) we juz went home for nap.shifu (this rich friend of mine frm sa) keeps thinking we have an appointment on the 19th, when i have already told him more den 20 times it's supposed to be on the 9th, but i couldn't make it so it was cancelled. he is getting old, man. but isn't dat wat shifu-s r supposed to look like? opps...hehe...anyway, he keeps asking me to go out for dinner and stuff. but it's kinda strange to go out wif him alone, though he is my shifu and all. yeah maybe expensive countryclubs r kinda appealing, but, well...the strange-to-go-out-wif-him-alone factor counts too. guess going to such places will make it worse. so formal, like having appointment wif ur principal or smtg. haha...i'm a simple girl, some shopping mall resturants or even fdcrts r gd enuf. and u can even shop after dinner. dat's the main pt. hehe...and it's killing 2 birds wif 1 stone. rite?i guess he wanna tell me all abt this girl he likes again. honestly, the way he likes someone really scares me sometimes. but like wat he said, our thinkings r very different, if not we would have been together. phew~ now i really like the way i think. haha...ok, i shall stop gossiping abt my shifu. he's a nice guy afterall. and he's funny. all girls like funny guys rite? flora, rite? haha...but she prefers handsome guys. not to say my shifu is not handsome or anything...is juz dat...oh well, let's not make things worse.i shall shut up.oh flora has gone new zealand...be4 i can say bye to her. hope she still brings back a sheep for me. ok for those who have read her bloggie and seen her tagboard, u would noe dat i have cracked this joke several times. but all others...pls...laugh? haha...anyway! i shall go slp now, after boy boy has checked my entry. haha...den we can go swimming tmr. (anyone noes how to kill those fats within one nite?) my holidaes r getting better...i hope? (^-^)
| 8:27 PM
prologue: quest to search for fun
we r going to the chalet! we r going to the chalet! as i skipped wif excitement (ok, i wasn't DAT excited to do dat actually) to the jurong east mrt control station, nobody was there. i tot this was kinda expected. afterall, i was meeting wif wendy and co. haha...but it turned out dat they were at the platform. ok. coordination prob. 10z to satiysh. alrite, it's ok. i'm NOT whining. haha...the journey to the east was long and peaceful. no monsters or ghosts trying to eat anyone. no monkey and pig quarreling too. haha...ok, i'm trying to link it to the story of "journey to the west" and make a joke out of it. ok, i noe, it's not funny. haha...anyway, the mrt trip was kinda fun, cos we had so much to say. well...though we always meet up and stuff, but well..."101 things abt girls" lesson no. 1: when girls get together, they can always say smtg out of nth. we shall not tok abt little little details. boring. all i wish for is 3 daes of real vacation. resort (ok...chalet).beach.sun.laughter.girls.boys.gossips. fun.well...read on, and u will noe dat in real life, wat u wan is not always wat u get. (^-^)
| 6:40 PM
annual chalet report card
chalet fengshui: a-
we had smtg quite diff this year, though facilities and stuff r the same, but the angle and all dat r diff. it's abit further oso, and it's facing wild wild wet. not bad eh?! the feeling is abit better den the previous 2 we went, maybe not as erm..."eeriely" quiet.
activities: b-
as expected, most of the activities consisted of mahjong, poker cards and well...pretty much so. and i juz sat or lied arnd trying to be invisible. well, one quite interesting game was the "tuo diao" (stripping) game i played wif samuel and co. dun worry, i juz took off my necklace and watch, but the rest (all guys) were pretty...topless. haha...come to think of it, there were exactly 5 of them, so they form the topless 5 (recent ice-cream promotion at swensen's). haha...hello? cue to laugh pls.
anyway, i oso had a very sweet girls' tok session wif sl and co. rite after the stripping game. it's been very long since we had smtg like dat. so we shared gossips, mostly shocking news we have of ourselves and stuff and u noe...girls' tok.
if u r a girl, u would noe wat i'm toking abt. no elaboration needed.
if u r a boy, u would NV noe wat i'm toking abt. still, no elaboration needed.
so, these r the 2 more interesting stuff we had done. den some of us went play ball games at the beach too, which was not DAT bad afterall. we wanted to play vball, but ended up wif some freestyle ball game where u juz need to get the ball across whichever way u like it.
aha! freestyle. shld be the nxt in thing.
so...overall, it's not DAT boring, a b- is fair enuf. yeah? all those slping and milling arnd counts too. rite? though it still quite disturbs me when sl said the bed may have bed bugs.
health conditions: b
having 2 ulcers, i was already feeling kinda sian. when i toked, i had to slur so badly dat i couldn't really understand myself. anyway, i felt kinda sick, wif the headache (10z to betty for the massage, but honestly...it wasn't DAT useful) and everything. i was juz very uncomfortable. i guess the ulcers really turned me off lor.
food: b+
my fav stall at the foodcourt, pasta and grill was closed when we reached there! how anti-climax! it was still closed when we went for bf the nxt dae. pissed off sia. so we ate fast food both daes. but on the 1st nite, or rather early 2nd morning, i went to a coffeeshop wif sl and co. for supper. duck rice + 2 toasts + iced milk tea = a very very full becky. haha...the bbq wasn't DAT good too, cos it was still the same as the last 2 yrs. so...alrite. b+. nothing more. nothing less.
companions: b
well...for one reason or other, the feeling was juz different. sl and co. were still the same, cos we still hang out together alot. but for others...i kinda started to dislike 1 or 2 of them, and this saddens me alot. maybe all of us have moved on. in a different direction. well...wat else can i say? companions: b.
leader: a
our chairperson satiysh would deserve an a anytime. though he tried very hard to make our chalet a memoriable event wif lots of fun and activities, he juz couldn't win the temptation mahjong and poker has on my frenz. well den...a* for effort.
overall: b-
honestly, chalet this yr was really erm...sian? it was like stoning at home, only wifout internet, ys and the comfort of my own bed. instead, they were replaced by noise, ppl and maybe gossips. overall? quite disappointed, but not too out of expectation. and becky is an official whiner. 10q. well...dat's all. i noe. one word. anti-climax. but it's ok, u will get used to it. it's becky afterall. (^-^)
we had smtg quite diff this year, though facilities and stuff r the same, but the angle and all dat r diff. it's abit further oso, and it's facing wild wild wet. not bad eh?! the feeling is abit better den the previous 2 we went, maybe not as erm..."eeriely" quiet.
activities: b-
as expected, most of the activities consisted of mahjong, poker cards and well...pretty much so. and i juz sat or lied arnd trying to be invisible. well, one quite interesting game was the "tuo diao" (stripping) game i played wif samuel and co. dun worry, i juz took off my necklace and watch, but the rest (all guys) were pretty...topless. haha...come to think of it, there were exactly 5 of them, so they form the topless 5 (recent ice-cream promotion at swensen's). haha...hello? cue to laugh pls.
anyway, i oso had a very sweet girls' tok session wif sl and co. rite after the stripping game. it's been very long since we had smtg like dat. so we shared gossips, mostly shocking news we have of ourselves and stuff and u noe...girls' tok.
if u r a girl, u would noe wat i'm toking abt. no elaboration needed.
if u r a boy, u would NV noe wat i'm toking abt. still, no elaboration needed.
so, these r the 2 more interesting stuff we had done. den some of us went play ball games at the beach too, which was not DAT bad afterall. we wanted to play vball, but ended up wif some freestyle ball game where u juz need to get the ball across whichever way u like it.
aha! freestyle. shld be the nxt in thing.
so...overall, it's not DAT boring, a b- is fair enuf. yeah? all those slping and milling arnd counts too. rite? though it still quite disturbs me when sl said the bed may have bed bugs.
health conditions: b
having 2 ulcers, i was already feeling kinda sian. when i toked, i had to slur so badly dat i couldn't really understand myself. anyway, i felt kinda sick, wif the headache (10z to betty for the massage, but honestly...it wasn't DAT useful) and everything. i was juz very uncomfortable. i guess the ulcers really turned me off lor.
food: b+
my fav stall at the foodcourt, pasta and grill was closed when we reached there! how anti-climax! it was still closed when we went for bf the nxt dae. pissed off sia. so we ate fast food both daes. but on the 1st nite, or rather early 2nd morning, i went to a coffeeshop wif sl and co. for supper. duck rice + 2 toasts + iced milk tea = a very very full becky. haha...the bbq wasn't DAT good too, cos it was still the same as the last 2 yrs. so...alrite. b+. nothing more. nothing less.
companions: b
well...for one reason or other, the feeling was juz different. sl and co. were still the same, cos we still hang out together alot. but for others...i kinda started to dislike 1 or 2 of them, and this saddens me alot. maybe all of us have moved on. in a different direction. well...wat else can i say? companions: b.
leader: a
our chairperson satiysh would deserve an a anytime. though he tried very hard to make our chalet a memoriable event wif lots of fun and activities, he juz couldn't win the temptation mahjong and poker has on my frenz. well den...a* for effort.
overall: b-
honestly, chalet this yr was really erm...sian? it was like stoning at home, only wifout internet, ys and the comfort of my own bed. instead, they were replaced by noise, ppl and maybe gossips. overall? quite disappointed, but not too out of expectation. and becky is an official whiner. 10q. well...dat's all. i noe. one word. anti-climax. but it's ok, u will get used to it. it's becky afterall.
| 5:42 PM
epilogue: welcome home to candy house
after spending 2 daes and 1 nite at the chalet, i decided to come home earlier becos the last nite was going to be as boring as the 1st, if not more. though when everyone wished i could stay, they were already warming up for a thru-the-nite mahjong session when i was leaving. stretching, drinking and eating, medidating, finding the best fengshui spot and everything. cue for me to juz go home and slp. well, since my dad was coming to take the camera frm me for my baby bro's bird park trip the nxt dae, i as well take the shun feng che, which i did.
as i waited for my dad's car, i saw this part-time burger king counter girl and a guy who was probably her bf, both arnd 15 to 16 yrs old. the guy was pushing a bike and i was wondering if the girl cycled to work. den when i was on the car, we passed by them again and i saw the guy actually riding the girl home. sooooo sweet!
anyway, when i reached home, it was already 9+. after bathing, wif my hair so wet, i couldn't slp and came to use the com, but i was sooooo slpy dat i juz went to slp anyway. honestly, this is the 1st time i went home b4 the end of chalet. yeah...even last yr when i fell sick on the 2nd nite, i held on to the last dae. but this yr? i juz went home anyway. i think i dun have to say much to show how disappointed i am. so much for my happy ending! (^-^)
as i waited for my dad's car, i saw this part-time burger king counter girl and a guy who was probably her bf, both arnd 15 to 16 yrs old. the guy was pushing a bike and i was wondering if the girl cycled to work. den when i was on the car, we passed by them again and i saw the guy actually riding the girl home. sooooo sweet!
anyway, when i reached home, it was already 9+. after bathing, wif my hair so wet, i couldn't slp and came to use the com, but i was sooooo slpy dat i juz went to slp anyway. honestly, this is the 1st time i went home b4 the end of chalet. yeah...even last yr when i fell sick on the 2nd nite, i held on to the last dae. but this yr? i juz went home anyway. i think i dun have to say much to show how disappointed i am. so much for my happy ending!
Tuesday, November 16, 2004 | 11:49 AM
dawn of adventure
ok dun try to decipher the the meaning of the title, it's not directly linked to wat i have to say anyway. ok in arnd 2 hrs time, i'll be meeting my sec sch classmates at j.e b4 leaving for pasir ris together. not really looking forward to the chalet as i used to, mainly becos of these reasons:1) i'm not feeling very well, so keeping awake thruout the 2 nites kinda wears me off.2) nobody has any clear idea wat to do for these 3 daes, so probably our chalet rm will turn into some gambling den again.3) our class not being as close as we used to kinda scares me on how awkward it may turn out to be.4) i miss my boy boy.ok...wat really bothers me is dat my mom thinks i have smtg wrong wif me. cos i told her my mouth is always dry and i have to drink lots of water, and i'm always feeling hot or smtg. den she is actually afraid dat i may get diabetes, since my grandad has it. so she wants to bring me to see the doc after the chalet. these r wat i'm afraid of:1) kinda afraid it may really turn out to be some freaky illness.2) i juz hate to see doc.3) i hate it even more when i have to go wif my mom.ok...everything is under control. dun panic yet. 2 more hrs, and i will enjoy myself at the chalet and have some real fun! rite? (^-^)
Monday, November 15, 2004 | 5:13 PM
~extraordinarie~
my loyal readers:
1) really wanna thank all my dear readers, esp those who always comment after reading, like may, flora and jiaqi! *hugs*
2) jiaqi is sooooo sweet. she actually gave her comments for each of my top 10 heartaches. though some were quite crappy, but i really appreciate it. *sayang* haha...
my health:
1) have got 2 ulcers in my mouth! itai itai itai!
2) mouth is always dry...gotta drink lots and lots of water.
3) after all those make-up these few daes, my face is so paper-thin dat it can be blown off by the wind.
4) i have been eating so much i think i can't wear my biniki anymore.
5) always having headache frm all those conditioning.
6) still abit of backache after some standing.
my morning:
1) when i woke up, my mom was chatting on the phone, this time asking her bro to come here. so if it really works out, annie and the whole of my uncle's family will be staying over at my hse nxt time. how fun!
2) when i left hse, my dad asked me where i'm going todae, i said i'm having alumni gathering and he juz gave me a blank yeah, which usually means he doesn't understand but juz doesn't wanna look stupid.
3) had my bf, the famous porridge at chinatown wif boy boy. the famous porridge dat u and everyone noes. u noe which one rite? everyone noes which one. yeah it's the one dat everyone noes.
the green lane:
1) when i reached paya lebar at arnd 12.45 in the afternoon, i realised dat the add dr tam (the president of my sec sch alumni or smtg) gave me wasn't really useful. some place called green lane 4e, wif no door no. or anything, so how was i supposed to find dat?
2) i took cab to the place, which is actually quite near. the cab driver was all the time complaining to me abt the previous passenger.
3) dr tam's hse is a semi-terrace. dat explains y there is no normal door no. or anything.
the gathering:
1) i tot i was at the wrong place. it was like some kind of hari raya gathering or smtg. there was nobody who actually looks like ex-yusoffian. so i sat there alone and tried not to look too lost or anything. i shldn't have eaten so much b4 going, den i could eat to distract myself or smtg.
2) everyone knows everyone else. so i was juz this lost 17-yr old girl who happened to come into the hse by mistake.
3) i ate anyway, cos dr tam and his wife were so kind to keep asking me to eat. so i juz ate a little to be polite, when mrs lim (my principal) arrived.
4) she sat beside me and had so much to say. alrite den. cue for me to nod my head. nod nod nod.
the alumni:
1) all were friendly ppl, married wif families, so we kinda had generation gap or smtg. haha...anyway, after all the niceties niceties intro, we sat down for the "meeting". cue for me to nod my head. nod nod nod.
2) i didn't really noe wat was going on cos i was kinda slpy (after all those eating, u juz can't blame me rite?).
3) suddenly, everyone suggested dat i shld be the vp of the alumni. at first i didn't noe wat it means, den it dawned on me dat it was VICE-PRESIDENT!!! hello?! me?! vice-president?! i'm not even sure y i was there at the meeting in the first place.
4) everyone was chirping abt it.
dr tam: i dun......the present vp, i juz can't......(i was half dreaming so i didn't catch wat he was saying.).
mrs lim: ......becky to be the vp. (i was starting to wake up wif the mention of my name.)
dr tam: exactly......dat's wat i'm thinking......
others: yeah......gd idea...... (and some other echoes of agreement, i was too busy trying to compose myself to take notice.)
5) ok by this time i was fully awake. no way man, they gotta be kidding. at one moment, i was not even aware dat my sec sch has an alumni, den at another, i'm already the vp of the club! and i haven't even paid for my membership.
6) i went home earlier, saying dat i'm having piano class. yes, dat's always my fav excuse.
the surprise (maybe shock is a better word):
1) i was still thinking if i shld go home, cos i heard my parents saying smtg abt spending the holidae wif my uncle and his family (my dad's elder bro)at his hse.
2) when i reached home...SURPRISE! my uncle etc were at MY hse! i tot he called last nite if we would like to go his hse, but my mom said dat annie and her dad juz left and we were kinda tired. but now? his 2 daughters, our grandaunt and him were at my hse. so much for sensitivity.
the all-u-can-eat family:
1) kelvin and i call my uncle's family this. i think they r more den dat. beside being kian beng kian sai, they r oso insensitive, noisy and inconsiderate. so now u noe how much i dislike them?
2) my uncle had drunk 3 bottles of beer since he reached here at arnd 4+, and all the time smoking and toking loudly. i juz can't stand the smoke! gas mask anyone?
3) they always watch those old videos of our childhood times. yeah sound kinda sweet, but wif the commentary frm my uncle? i would vote for zhen qing anytime.
4) my uncle is always blowing his own trumpet, esp after all those drinking. he is always full of cock and bull stories and ridiculous stuff, usually abt his fav "uncle" (some religious monk he knows) and army stories. crazy fellow.
the heartache:
1) i shld have gone meet my boy boy. but i was really tired juz now, and my face abit painful frm all those make-up, so i tot i shld have gone home bathe first. who noes a surprise is waiting for me at home, and since my mom is such polite, well-mannered lady, she makes sure i dun walk out on our "guests".
2) my boy boy is alone at home again, and he doesn't noe wat to eat for dinner.
the chalet:
1) chalet is tmr, wondering wat we will be doing this yr.
2) i will be away for arnd 3 daes. miss me ok? i noe u would. (^-^)
1) really wanna thank all my dear readers, esp those who always comment after reading, like may, flora and jiaqi! *hugs*
2) jiaqi is sooooo sweet. she actually gave her comments for each of my top 10 heartaches. though some were quite crappy, but i really appreciate it. *sayang* haha...
my health:
1) have got 2 ulcers in my mouth! itai itai itai!
2) mouth is always dry...gotta drink lots and lots of water.
3) after all those make-up these few daes, my face is so paper-thin dat it can be blown off by the wind.
4) i have been eating so much i think i can't wear my biniki anymore.
5) always having headache frm all those conditioning.
6) still abit of backache after some standing.
my morning:
1) when i woke up, my mom was chatting on the phone, this time asking her bro to come here. so if it really works out, annie and the whole of my uncle's family will be staying over at my hse nxt time. how fun!
2) when i left hse, my dad asked me where i'm going todae, i said i'm having alumni gathering and he juz gave me a blank yeah, which usually means he doesn't understand but juz doesn't wanna look stupid.
3) had my bf, the famous porridge at chinatown wif boy boy. the famous porridge dat u and everyone noes. u noe which one rite? everyone noes which one. yeah it's the one dat everyone noes.
the green lane:
1) when i reached paya lebar at arnd 12.45 in the afternoon, i realised dat the add dr tam (the president of my sec sch alumni or smtg) gave me wasn't really useful. some place called green lane 4e, wif no door no. or anything, so how was i supposed to find dat?
2) i took cab to the place, which is actually quite near. the cab driver was all the time complaining to me abt the previous passenger.
3) dr tam's hse is a semi-terrace. dat explains y there is no normal door no. or anything.
the gathering:
1) i tot i was at the wrong place. it was like some kind of hari raya gathering or smtg. there was nobody who actually looks like ex-yusoffian. so i sat there alone and tried not to look too lost or anything. i shldn't have eaten so much b4 going, den i could eat to distract myself or smtg.
2) everyone knows everyone else. so i was juz this lost 17-yr old girl who happened to come into the hse by mistake.
3) i ate anyway, cos dr tam and his wife were so kind to keep asking me to eat. so i juz ate a little to be polite, when mrs lim (my principal) arrived.
4) she sat beside me and had so much to say. alrite den. cue for me to nod my head. nod nod nod.
the alumni:
1) all were friendly ppl, married wif families, so we kinda had generation gap or smtg. haha...anyway, after all the niceties niceties intro, we sat down for the "meeting". cue for me to nod my head. nod nod nod.
2) i didn't really noe wat was going on cos i was kinda slpy (after all those eating, u juz can't blame me rite?).
3) suddenly, everyone suggested dat i shld be the vp of the alumni. at first i didn't noe wat it means, den it dawned on me dat it was VICE-PRESIDENT!!! hello?! me?! vice-president?! i'm not even sure y i was there at the meeting in the first place.
4) everyone was chirping abt it.
dr tam: i dun......the present vp, i juz can't......(i was half dreaming so i didn't catch wat he was saying.).
mrs lim: ......becky to be the vp. (i was starting to wake up wif the mention of my name.)
dr tam: exactly......dat's wat i'm thinking......
others: yeah......gd idea...... (and some other echoes of agreement, i was too busy trying to compose myself to take notice.)
5) ok by this time i was fully awake. no way man, they gotta be kidding. at one moment, i was not even aware dat my sec sch has an alumni, den at another, i'm already the vp of the club! and i haven't even paid for my membership.
6) i went home earlier, saying dat i'm having piano class. yes, dat's always my fav excuse.
the surprise (maybe shock is a better word):
1) i was still thinking if i shld go home, cos i heard my parents saying smtg abt spending the holidae wif my uncle and his family (my dad's elder bro)at his hse.
2) when i reached home...SURPRISE! my uncle etc were at MY hse! i tot he called last nite if we would like to go his hse, but my mom said dat annie and her dad juz left and we were kinda tired. but now? his 2 daughters, our grandaunt and him were at my hse. so much for sensitivity.
the all-u-can-eat family:
1) kelvin and i call my uncle's family this. i think they r more den dat. beside being kian beng kian sai, they r oso insensitive, noisy and inconsiderate. so now u noe how much i dislike them?
2) my uncle had drunk 3 bottles of beer since he reached here at arnd 4+, and all the time smoking and toking loudly. i juz can't stand the smoke! gas mask anyone?
3) they always watch those old videos of our childhood times. yeah sound kinda sweet, but wif the commentary frm my uncle? i would vote for zhen qing anytime.
4) my uncle is always blowing his own trumpet, esp after all those drinking. he is always full of cock and bull stories and ridiculous stuff, usually abt his fav "uncle" (some religious monk he knows) and army stories. crazy fellow.
the heartache:
1) i shld have gone meet my boy boy. but i was really tired juz now, and my face abit painful frm all those make-up, so i tot i shld have gone home bathe first. who noes a surprise is waiting for me at home, and since my mom is such polite, well-mannered lady, she makes sure i dun walk out on our "guests".
2) my boy boy is alone at home again, and he doesn't noe wat to eat for dinner.
the chalet:
1) chalet is tmr, wondering wat we will be doing this yr.
2) i will be away for arnd 3 daes. miss me ok? i noe u would. (^-^)
Sunday, November 14, 2004 | 6:35 PM
top 10 heartaches *ouch*
10) when my nails break.9) always having the urge to cut my hair but realise dat i'm better off wif long hair anyway.8) animals being abused.7) not being as close to my frenz like samuel, wendy and kelvin as i used to be.6) realising dat i have not been as gd to my frenz and family as they've been to me.5) young children being abused or having nth to eat.4) not knowing how to express my feelings and not saying wat i shld have said or have initially wanted to say.3) when my loved ones die.2) my baby bro being bullied by my bro, or not having any friends.1) my boy boy loving, understanding and tolerating me even when i have the least time on earth and i'm the worst gf anyone can imagine. (^-^)
| 5:07 PM
my fairy godmother is on holidae!
todae is sundae! oso hari raya puasa i think, cos i saw many malay families when i went out juz now. they were all dressed up. very beautiful and colourful. many of the family members were oso wearing same colours or even same designs. kinda sweet eh? oh wat's my pt again? oh yeah! i guess it's public holidae, dat's y my fairy godmother oso ends up going for a self-declared holidae, leaving me wif such rotten luck dat i hope i can juz stay at home under my blankets to hide away frm it. so my family went to the airport wif my uncle and annie, who r leaving todae. their flight is at 5p.m, but they went out at 12+p.m. haha...i think they wanted to go east coast or smtg. when it was raining. and they brought their caps along.yeah i have an interesting family.anyway, coming back to my pt again. i went out arnd 1p.m, when i had to meet ys at 1.15p.m at bb. haha...the bad luck started when my hair juz could not dry fast enuf. den i tried put up my make up for 3 times. 1st time: the colour of the new foundation juz wasn't rite. 2nd time: my mascara juz had to get onto my eyeshadow (dun ask me how, it juz got there).3rd time: my eyeshadow was too dark.so after i was done wif everything, it was already 1p.m. haha...so i gotta catch a train there though i have bus concession. den it was raining and i was really wet. and sweaty at the same time cos i was brisk walking to the station. so u can imagine wat a mess my face looked like. as if my luck wasn't bad enuf, the worst thing dat can happen to anyone happened to me. on the mrt at arnd j.e, i noticed dat I BROKE MY NAIL!!! oh my gosh!!! juz my luck!!!i knew it. i juz knew dat smtg horrible was going to happen.i juz polished my nails, and filed and trimmed them neatly to make them look glossy and elegant in the transparent nail polish. and now my nail of the middle finger on my rite hand juz had to break!!! so ugly!!! now wat? shld i go cut off all my other nails? or juz leave them as they r?kannasai.but wif dat, the worst was over (though my shock and dismay still lingered for a very long time). so i went watch shark tale wif ys at cck and had lunch at long john. the movie wasn't really as gd as wat my bro claimed. i shld have juz watched princess diaries 2 again. when i came home, the hse was still empty (though it was already 5+p.m). but who cares? i always like to be alone at home, though i noe everyone says they dun like the hse to be too quiet or smtg. anyway, annie and her dad r gone. haha...hey it's not like i'm really mean to them or wat ok?! i really tried to be friendly wif them. it's juz dat i've been spending these 2 daes at the airport and onli reached home for dinner. so everytime i came home i would greet everyone and flashed my biggest sweetest smile at them, which somehow means i-really-welcome-u-guys-here-but-pls-try-not-to-tok-to-me-cos-i-have-nth-to-say-and-we-wun-understand-each-other-anyway smile. other den dat, i was always using the com or they were always out wif the exciting program my parents had planned for them. so honestly, their stay had not really affected me in any way i have predicted. oh well den. alrite, gotta go for dinner le. sian. i'm so full. but like i once said, my parents onli consider meals wif rice as dinner. and for me, in addition to dat, they juz have to witness me eating or they will juz think dat i'm nt taking enuf care of myself. alrite den.forget dat i'm 17 ok? (^-^)
Saturday, November 13, 2004 | 10:26 PM
lelong lelong! potential 100% gf (last 1 left on the shelf)
name: becky cesitolephie loage: 17operating requirements: 4 AA super-powerful batteries wif a super-mega memory card.(hard to find such stuff rite? so she's forever not operating well.)shelf-life: variable.(depends on how long the bf can tahan her.)quality: d------, or a f+++++, whichever way u like it.special characteristics: 1) too tokative.tok non-stop for a very long time, which can be quite a pain sometimes.2) too blur.need quite some reminders and assistance in anything and everything in daily life. always miss the pt u wanna make.3) no lifeskill.dunno how to open drinking cans. dunno how to cook. dunno how to do any hsework. no direction sense. not sure of how to do basic survival stuff. intense care may be required.4) pms queen.always suffer frm pms once a mth. degree of severness may vary, hence consequences r not very predictable. pls note dat our company is not liable for any undesirable consequences. no refunds once goods r sold.5) social butterfly.in a bad way. many many many obligations, meetings, activities, events and who noes wat else. may onli be free once a wk, even during hols. so pls bk in advance for any dates or anything. may subject to changes dat may occur according to circumstances. 6) too many frenz and bees.too many frenz who will bk her for activities (pls refer to no. 5 for more details). may attract unneccessary attention frm stranger bees. she always thinks she is not gd enuf to her frenz, not realising dat she's been worst to her bf.7) semi-deafalways cnt hear wat u r saying, or maybe half of it. always misinterpret ur msg. may forget things dat u have said. deaf in the ear and sometimes heart.8) low understanding ability.always misread ur body language and hidden hints. dun seem to understand ur character even after quite some time. always dunno wat u wan and how u think and feel.9) drama queen + crybabymoods easily affected by u. if u r happy, she will be really high and may make u happier. if u r sad, she will be easily affected and be really sad, making u confused if it's u who make her sad. den u will end up comforting her instead. crybaby is self-explanatory.10) too "smart" and "popular".wif so many social obligations, the more sensitive ones may feel left out dat she is too "smart" and "popular" and thus, feel stressed dat she's doing so "well" and there is certain standard the bf muz reach.these characteristics may not be very true. so it's up to u to find out personally. but once again, the company is not liable for any undesirable consequences. watever it is, this is the onli one left on the shelf, so pls help us in completing our target sales quota by buying this stubborn one off. price is negotiable. (^-^)
| 10:11 PM
for ys: all i wanna say...
notice me, take my hand
why are we strangers when
our love is strong
why carry on without me
everytime i try to fly, i fall
without my wings, i feel so small
i guess i need you, baby
and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face, it's haunting me
i guess i need you, baby
i make believe that you are here
it's the only way i see clear
what have i done
you seem to move on easy
and everytime i try to fly, i fall
without my wings, i feel so small
i guess i need you, baby
and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face, you're haunting me
i guess i need you, baby
i may have made it rain
please forgive me
my weakness caused you pain
and this song's my sorry
at night i pray
that soon your face will fade away
and everytime i try to fly, i fall
without my wings, i feel so small
i guess i need you, baby
and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face, you're haunting me
i guess i need you, baby
why are we strangers when
our love is strong
why carry on without me
everytime i try to fly, i fall
without my wings, i feel so small
i guess i need you, baby
and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face, it's haunting me
i guess i need you, baby
i make believe that you are here
it's the only way i see clear
what have i done
you seem to move on easy
and everytime i try to fly, i fall
without my wings, i feel so small
i guess i need you, baby
and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face, you're haunting me
i guess i need you, baby
i may have made it rain
please forgive me
my weakness caused you pain
and this song's my sorry
at night i pray
that soon your face will fade away
and everytime i try to fly, i fall
without my wings, i feel so small
i guess i need you, baby
and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face, you're haunting me
i guess i need you, baby
| 8:30 PM
10 u-wun-see-it-everydae things dat i saw todae
1) time: 6+ a.m.venue: outside clementi childcare centre.scenerio: a little boy crying, screaming and stamping his feet, demanding to go home and his dad (who looks really young, probably his bro?) looked like he was going to cry too. 2) time: 6++ a.m.venue: mrt.scenerio: a man who looks like william hung, smells like a walking-clinic (medicine smell) and could not slp steadily but muz have his head swaying arnd, finally settling on others' shoulders.3) time: 7+ a.m.
venue: mrt.scenerio: a man wif short chubby fingers who could not stop digging his nose, sticking his fingers into his nostrils and digging happily away, non-stop frm tenah merah station to changi station (which takes arnd 10mins?!).4) same time as no. 3.venue: same place as no. 3.scenerio: a tourist wif really fair skin and shiny bald head, sat rite at the edge of the chair wif his back 90 degrees to the chair.5) time: 8+ a.m.venue: changi airport.scenerio: changi customer service officer (cso) who has different hair lengths, styles and colours everydae! read this. EVERYDAE. (most popular guess is dat she is wearing wigs.)6) time: 10+ a.m.venue: changi airport directors' meeting rm.scenerio: a very HELPFUL and responsible WELFARE officer probably felt dat all those snacks dat a cso had so kindly taken for her were too fattening or unhealthy and put them rite back to the tray. wif her fingers. how POLITE. (pride of sp. can the director pls rmb to praise her for dat? she would probably like it.)7) time: 2+ p.m.venue: changi airport terminal 1.scenerio: a very friendly (maybe a little too friendly) cso who can tok non-stop for half a dae (maybe even whole dae), and noes all the staff in the airport, frm high ranks managers to toilet cleaners and would stop by for a chat wif anyone and everyone, each taking the least of 5 mins and most 15mins. (frm the no. of ppl she stopped for a chat, it would add up to 3 hrs toking non-stop as we toured arnd the airport terminal 1.) 8) time: 5+ p.m.venue: changi airport terminal 2 police post.scenerio: kasverine's bf came to the airport all the way frm the west to fetch her for dinner. maybe quite common, but to me, it's really sweet. 9) time: 5++ p.m.venue: mrt.scenerio: an indian man wif so much thick bushy mustache neatly surrounding his mouth and while he was toking to his wife, he was all the while stroking and "combing" it wif his hand.10) time: same time as no. 9.venue: same place as no. 9.scenerio: a plump angmo (i dunno how to spell the proper eng word for angmo, caucasian?) woman wearing loose spaghetti top wifout bra and had her boobs jumping loosely while she picked up her bracelet. SERIOUS!!! ok...i noe some of these r not really dat WOW! but since my life is so pathetically boring and i'm so pathetically sua gu, all these little surprises really add spices to my life. so...take it or leave it. hehe...wat a dae! finally sundae tmr! gdbye back ache. gdbye eye bags. hello bed! hello life! btw, can my dear readers who commented go check my replies at the previous entry? and 10q for reading my bloggie!(^-^)
venue: mrt.
Friday, November 12, 2004 | 7:17 PM
wong wong wong~ wong wong wong~ i'm a busy bumble bee!
my dearest readers, dun u all juz miss me? haha...some quick replies to my most supportive readers 1st. to may: so sorry. i want a tagboard too, of cos! haha...but i dunno how to get one. maybe u can teach me some other time. and i shall get to the whole anti-climax thingy abt my cya (it's not see ya, it stands for changi youth ambassador) in a moment.to flora: yeah she's damn cute. but i still wan to slp myself, 10q. u shld try slping wif her, she will kick u to northpole b4 u noe it. if u can still say she's cute, well...she's free, take her, anytime. (guess wat, she's jumping on my bed now, wif my baby bro. how cute!)to jiaqi: holidae still go sch for CHEM, out of all things. haha...muz be real fun eh! and yeah, i take it to be my responsibility to entertain everyone wif my lame and crappy bloggie, besides being a [b]eautiful[e]nergetic[c]heerful[k]indand[y]oung role model for everyone at all times.alrite, back to business. early in the morning 6.30a.m, i had to get up to go for my cya (once again ppl, it's changi youth ambassador) at the airport. and guess wat?! i was actually early! vicky was damn late. (and guess wat?! her full name is victoria!) for those who want to noe who she is, i guess u would be better off not noeing anyway. she's juz this damn helpful and responsible WELFARE officer who is in-charge of our cya. yeah. really. very HELPFUL. anyway she actually had the cheek to tok to us abt punctuality, when she was late herself. oh maybe she watched princess diaries 2 too, and cut "the queen is nv late, everyone else is juz early" into "the queen is nv late, everyone else is". wat a twist in meaning.honestly, cya is not as fun as wat i tot, or everyone is still thinking. we have to learn alot of stuff abt the airport, frm the history of the airport to each airline served to all the attractions of s'pore to the toilet locations in the airport. den we toured arnd the whole of terminal 2, inside out, so to speak (both the restricted and public areas). and guess wat?! i have nv actually felt so tired smiling!after all the walking, my back is sooooooooo painful. it can juz crack anytime! oh no! another training tmr! how am i going to stand straight ever again! now i noe how it feels to be pregnant. so for gdness sake, pls give up ur seats for those pregnant mothers, they really need it more den u do. oh no...skarly with my backache, i will start walking like one oso, and look even more like a wei hun ma ma. yeah...come to think of it, maybe i can den get a seat on mrt tmr in dat way. perfect. after a hard dae's work, i had to come back to an empty home wif an empty stomach (i skipped lunch becos the canteen we went isn't dat appealing), becos i was too tired to go eat steamboat wif the rest of my family. since i was already half dead and ys was playing mahjong wif his frenz, i didn't really have anywhere to go for dinner or the energy to cook anything at home. so i juz had a few bites of oreos and some milk. this muz be the most trashy dinner i ever have had. (my parents r those ppl who only consider meals with rice as dinner.) so my family juz reached home half an hr ago, and it was all noise and erm...noise again. great! now i have a headache to my whole package of backache, feet ache, sleepiness and giddiness. i wonder if i can even survive thru the nite. haha...alrite, guess i have entered drama queen mode again, and can actually whine like a professional whiner. juz the moment i have been waiting for.perfect! my understanding mother juz had to ask me tutor annie, including marking her bks and everything. hurray! all i could see were words jumping arnd to form dots. den dots jumping arnd to form even more dots. marking her bks was bad enuf at this time, asking me to explain to her was sooooo much worse. hello? hasn't she noticed dat annie can't really speak or understand chi or eng and i can't string 3 cantonese words together! doesn't dat mean dat we have all the obstacles for effective communication? this communication does not even belong to the linear model! aha! fat hope! my mom apparently chooses to miss dat pt out and wants me to explain to annie in watever way i can, even if i mean i have to use the whole nite. boo hoo hoo.when i have finally, finally done all of the above, of cos it's not the end! my mom wanna her to do more for me to mark and explain. my gosh! gdbye to u my dearest frenz, i shall juz drop dead on my bed tonite and nv wake up again! yes, wat a welcoming tot! aha!ok i noe i'm blabbering. syndromes of the asldjaiowhejn disease. yeah, in eng, it's the so-exhausted-dat-i-can't-think-but-juz-blabber disease. anyway, now u noe y i have to blog a few times a dae! cos i have so much to say! do u wan to read on? if u dun wan, stop rite here and get lost. if u wan, y u so kpo? haha...but i like it. so of cos read on lah!so...let's continue (oh shit! i'm becoming like vicky, nv ending!), i dun think my dad actually likes annie DAT much, neither does my mom for dat matter, but becos she's her sis' daughter...ok anyway, so rite? my parents dun really like her dat much becos she is really noisy and ra-ra, which is totally a no-no for a girl in my parents' eyes (now u noe y i'm such a DEMURE gentle lady). my baby bro doesn't really like her too, though he shows it w/o noeing it or smtg. they r always competing for attention or smtg. well, wat else can i say? kids.but everything is still quite peaceful now. so i shall not comment (though obviously i have juz done dat in arnd 10 paragraphs). those breakouts r enuf to worry abt. speaking of which, i think i shld do facial more, i'm having more breakouts den usual. time for damage control.but...i'm afraid dat too much facial treatments and stuff may make my face so thin dat breakouts r easier to "break out"! erm...rite?anyway, a gd girl shld have her priorities and for now, it's time to go lie in my bed and die a peaceful death. any prince ready to kiss a slping drama queen anytime? (^-^)
Thursday, November 11, 2004 | 6:44 PM
chocolate mint surprise
todae is like chocolate mint. it's juz mint on the outside, which is kinda boring to me, and chocolate on the inside, which is yum yum, if not exciting. haha...so when u read my morning entry, u muz have tot "ok who cares if she's going to update her bloggie every half an hour. i have enuf boring life myself to bother reading ur boring life." i tot so too.but after the morning period of boredom, i went wendy's hse watch them play mahjong. it was kinda fun seeing their swift fingers work arnd those tiles, and gossiping like some aunties. haha...den i was so hungry so i went for lunch wif ys. it was raining cats and dogs and donkeys. after dat i went buy two hairclips for my cousin. oh btw, her name is annie. so i shall call her annie frm now on. sounds like a sweet and quiet girl rite? sorry the name is probably wat her parents hope she will be, since she is totally the opposite. haha...ys bought a very cool watch too. pity i did not bring enuf money to buy one for myself too. so i am watching tv and blogging now. at the same time mentally preparing myself for tmr's cya training. 8a.m-5p.m at the airport. cold, slpy, sian, tired. ok my cousin doesn't seem like she actually likes the hairclips. they r not DAT bad rite? i mean both ys and i quite like them lor. kinda disappointed. my first step towards diplomacy has failed. on a happier note, she doesn't want to slp wif me 2nite, so hopefully, tmr i wun wake up looking like hello panda. haha...ok be back later wif more! (^-^)
| 10:01 AM
apple pie deluxe
early in the morning 9.30a.m and everyone juz had to blast their stereo systems all over the place. my dad was watching last nite's jurassic park and my bro (the 15-yr old one) was watching beauty and the beast. yeah, i have a strange family.so i woke up and had apple pie for bf, thus the title. i added "deluxe" myself to make it look more...posh or smtg? can food be posh? the person who eats it can, which happens to be me. so i guess it works afterall. haha...i even had music to accompany me as i ate, 10z (or no 10z) to my baby bro, who was playing (or was it slamming?) his piano. as expected, the dae ahead of me is going to be totally relaxing. maybe aliitle too relaxing. boring, i would say.i'm so bored and lazy dat i wanna scream out in frustration. i guess todae will be the dae where i will update my bloggie every half an hour. haha...on the other hand, my whole family is bustling arnd wif excitement becos: 1) my little cousin and her dad r arriving soon in the late afternoon, and 2) john little is having a sales at expo hall of which my family is planning to go for on the way to the airport.i'm wondering if i shld go meet ys later. dun think i can see him until nxt fri or smtg, cos the whole of nxt wk is so packed wif activities! he is playing soccer now, probably up to 2 in the afternoon. boys.my hair still smells of a barrel full of rotten fruits. i will go wash it again later. i guess my baby bro's piano teacher juz dyed her hair too, or smtg, cos when she walked past me juz now, she had the totally same smell, onli stronger. alrite i will stop smelling ppl and having the imgination dat everyone smells like rotten fruits. i will go bathe now. cya half an hour later! haha...(^-^)
Wednesday, November 10, 2004 | 11:25 PM
my all-time fav! my melody! girls, as u scroll down, get ready to scream...KAWAII!!!
| 11:23 PM
my melody's hobby is to bake cookies! dat's y i like her, cos my hobby is to eat cookies! dun we have so many in common!
| 11:07 PM
raccoon named landry. so-named becos his hobby is to wash watever he can lay hands on. serious!
| 11:04 PM
hamster wif a shower cap, named coro coro kuririn. again, y not juz hamster wif a shower cap? haha...
| 10:55 PM
guess wat's this! no he's not bro of qoo. he's a water fairy named kyupi! onli kind ppl can see him. now u noe y u see a white space here eh?
| 10:52 PM
this is hoshinowaguma! y dun they juz call him (yes, it's a him) the blue bear? or moon bear? or smtg...
| 10:47 PM
the happy bunny called u*sa*ha*na, yes including all those *.
| 10:46 PM
~meow~ chococat here! but pls call me chao da cat...sounds so much more qing qie!
| 10:38 PM
ppl...bow to ur black face king. hehe...
| 10:36 PM
ok...on the count of 3, scream pls! kawaiiiii! hey i haven't started counting?!
| 10:32 PM
purin tablecloth in my candy hse.
| 10:31 PM
kawaiiiii!!! her name is pinki lili, quite a name eh?
| 10:27 PM
slping all over the place, introducing...nyago, the tabby cat!
| 10:01 PM
wat else do i need to say? sleep mode. pls wait.
| 9:22 PM
i peeled an egg!
drum roll pls...becky peeled an egg todae! no...make it two eggs! and guess wat i did wif them! i mixed the veggie and carrots (prepared by my mom earlier) wif the two wonderful eggs.viola! salad. the mixing is not as easy as u think, ok?! *pout* u gotta have suitable strength as u toss and turn the mixture. and flexibility as u try to control them smoothly arnd the bowl, not allowing any to drop out. and of cos, passion! passion to make a healthy, delicious salad. so there goes! the making of my first salad, wif first two eggs i learnt to peel. rewind.announcing the results of my diy hair dye. one word says it all.sux.not onli does the colour sux, the smell sux too. so i went j.e wif ys and his two funny frenz, (plan b of the dae, since he wanted to sell his laptop) while smelling like i juz dropped into a whole barrel of fruits. rotten fruits.stinko.anyway, we went delifrance after dat and had a wonderful lunch! i promised to treat ys cos he went watch princess diaries 2 wif me. but ended up he paying half the bill anyway. haha...den we went his hse for heart-to-heart tok. his bro still looks quite as fierce. i guess army does harden boys into men. sad men.after this, i went home, doing normal boring things dat i usually do at home. sad life.ok...counting down now...6 hrs more till the arrival of my cousin and her dad. and my parents have already planned everything frm them. frm places to visit, things to do, to their bf, lunch and dinner. for all the daes they r going to spend here. as for me. since i'm not picking them up tmr, i will stay at home, and decorate my hse for my lovely cousin (flora wants me to be gd to her, and both ys and her think she is exactly like me, oh well den...) wif creative banners, cheerful balloons (all kids love balloons), chocolates, calbee, poms poms and cheers. one of the ideas for my cheer is this. huan ying huan ying,re lie huan ying.how abt dat? cheesy.i noe.10z alot.yeah...tmr is going to be a perfect dae. it's deepavali! everyone noes deepavali is a fun-filled holidae. rite? of cos everyone loves watching godzilla in the morning! be it new yr morning, or xmas morning, or hari raya morning, or deepavali morning, rite?i am a cheerful girl. and i practice racial harmony.alrite, i dun think i can slp tonite. maybe i will try to treasure my last moments of freedom. floating arnd my rm, hugging my teddy bears (yes, all 127 of them), going thru my cupboards, digging out my memories and secrets again and snuggling in my bed (bye bye bed!).kinda like hen's nite eh? boo hoo hoo.r u thinking dat i'm like this sad spoilt 17 yr old girl acting like a 7 yr old? alrite, go ahead.boo hoo hoo. (^-^)
| 6:35 PM
5 reasons y u shld visit the candy hse (regularly)
1) always here for u.on daes when i have smtg exciting on, my bloggie will be updated every half a dae. on daes when i have to stay at home, my bloggie will be updated every half an hour.2) for rain or for shine.when i'm happy and everything is so fine, my entries will be (or try to be) funny, lame, crappy, entertaining and most importantly, addictive.when i'm having pms, or everything juz sux, my entries will be (definitely) emotional, full of expressions, maybe touching (or touchy) and most importantly, dramatic.3) for cheerleaders and for geeks.for ppl wif a "happening" life, they shld read my bloggie, so they will appreciate their life even more.for ppl wif no life, they shld oso read my bloggie, so dat they will noe dat they r not alone, and learn to make the best out of wat they have (even if they have nth).4) in long or in short.when my entries r long, they r always full of crap, interesting stuff, jokes, girls' stuff and drama.when my entries r short, erm...well cum to think of it, my entries have nv been really short. 5) for love or for hate.for those who like becky, i guess u will come often becos u will want to see alot of becky here. be entertained and amused by seeing her being sassy, noti, crappy, girly, bitchy, blur, funny and crappy. for those who hate becky, i guess u will still come often becos u will oso want to see alot of becky here. be disgusted and annoyed by seeing her wif the above characteristics. so in conclusion, be it for gd reasons or bad, be it for this or for dat, whether u r happy or not and whether u like it or not, u juz gotta cum visit my candy hse, regularly, if not daily huh!!! (^-^)
| 10:36 AM
jelly beans dancing
gd morning s'pore. the time now is 10:36a.m. i'm sitting in my chair, wif my hair soaked in hair dye. dun think it's the colour i want. damn it. my baby bro is trying to compete my stereo system wif his piano. bless him.in less than 24hrs, my cousin and her dad will arrive in s'pore. dat's the beginning of a whole new life for me, wif a smaller closet space, bed space, and privacy space. i can't wait. in less than 3 hrs, i'll be meeting boy boy at lot 1. y do i have the impulse to watch princess diaries 2 again? but i dun think i will have enuf money, if i wan to get more clothes for the nxt semester. dat's the thing wif poly-u will nv have enuf clothes.oh btw (to jiaqi wif the copyrited name, ivy. haha...), it's not me who dunno dat sembawang is damn far frm bb. is dat oh-so-romantic-dat-it-makes-me-puke guy who thinks so. cos he stays in sembawang, and i told him i stay in bb. isn't it dumb dat sometimes they juz wanna connect wif u somehow, no matter how lame it is. and guess wat? he asked me if i missed him the previous nite. oh yeah...i wouldn't say miss, maybe juz tot of how dumb he is. gross, i wonder y i'm so stupid dat onli ytd did i think of deleting him off my list and blocking him frm seeing me online. dumb ass.sorry u r the weakest link. gdbye.ok, i shall stop condemning all male species on earth. i think i shld really try go easy on my bitching. i have better things to do, like...going to wash off my dye now, and start dolling myself up for the lunch date. if i start now, i maybe able to make it at 1.30 afterall. (^-^)
Tuesday, November 09, 2004 | 6:06 PM
boy boy wif his mickey mouse plaster!
| 6:04 PM
pls follow the signs to navigate arnd my bloggie! pretty easy eh?
| 5:13 PM
i'm dreaming of u...cookies and cream
i dreamt of cookies and cream.and ended up waking up frm my nap, drooling. abit hungry, esp when i gave up on maggie mee, chocolates and calbee juz now (no matter how i made them sound so irresistable). my mom is cooking now, which isn't really helpful cos it smells so gd but we cnt really eat till 5+ near 6 when my dad is home. the sky is so dark and gloomy now. and it's abit chilly down here. dunno wat to write. hehe...nth much to write anyway (u wun buy it this time rite?). but becos nobody is using the com, and i have nth to do. well den. did i tell u ppl abt this guy i toked to on msn last nite? (hope he's not reading this rite now) well...it seems dat he was in this illusion dat he was making me swooning all over the place, real attracted by his endless promises of love and care. *pukes* he tot i would like him juz becos he said all those mushy-mallow (ok i made up this word myself, it's not ur vocab prob) things to me. he's a christian? nv seen such shameless and sinful christian b4.he tot my name is cecilia, but prefer to be called ivy (10z to jiaqi cos we were toking and suddenly i rmbed i always like the name ivy). haha...so i told him so, and he believed dat. oh, and hey ppl, guess wat? i'm 19 now, living at bb. hey, btw is sembawang near to bb? someone pls update me on the new geographical arrangement of s'pore. anyway, honestly dun think he even knew who i am when he came to chat me up.some guys r juz such jerks. and believe me, this is not the first one i have encountered. but he was the first who still bothered to tok to me when i said i already have a bf. and everything he said was juz so cheesy i guess i would juz die there if he were my bf. eew...any takers? if he has a gd command of eng, he can put all those things he said in a really cheesy, soapy love drama, like those stupid korean shows. sure to make all those girls (or aunties?) faint all over him. but i'm not sure it's becos they really fall in love wif him, or juz cannot stand his lame promises and hua yan qiao yu. guys out there? girls nowadaes r not dumb ok? so dun act like a dumb ass in front of us. esp when u r already one (sad to say, most guys r nowadaes), pls dun make urself look and sound even more embarrassing. if u r too free or cheesy, go eat cake. (dun try to decipher the meaning, cos it has no meaning, i juz anyhow think of one expression.)i actually dun wan to tok abt him in my blog, like kinda bad isn't it? but!!! wat he had done is really such an insult to my intelligence dat i couldn't help being amused by his wonderful "love" for me, and share it wif my dear readers. hey it's not like it may somehow, freakily be true dat he really likes me ok? he doesn't even noe me, for gdness sake!!! he juz saw some real stupid picts of me on friendster, and decided to take a shot or smtg. do i really look dat bimbo? dumb ass. ok, i'm going to bathe now. bye everyone, i would be back real soon (as usual) wif some real bitchy stuff to share wif u ppl again! (^-^)
| 4:54 PM
when is x'mas coming? *waiting wif puppy eyes*
| 12:31 PM
a marvellous day!
todae is (going to be) a marvellous day! after having a refreshing beauty slp for 8 hrs, i woke up wif a cheerful mood and had a delightful breakfast dat perked me up for my exiciting dae ahead. hot crispy toast dipped in steaming curry sauce, isn't dat juz too mouthwatering to resist? den a peaceful negotiation wif my wonderfully sweet bro left me wif 1/2 hr to do watever i wanted to b4 i could use the com. so i indulged in my fav hobby - watching cartoons. switching btwn disney channel and cartoon network, i had a difficult choice to make. shld i watch mickey mouse playing see-saw wif minnie mouse, or the adam's family blowing themselves up and pissing their underwear-selling neighbours off? both were equally entertaining as usual. eventually, i decided to watch mickey mouse becos i juz couldn't get enuf of his sexy sissy voice.aha! den it was 11.30a.m. time for my trustworthy bro to let me take over the com and dat humourous guy decided to amuse me wif his limping park's music (or smtg), a song popularly known as numb, which is no doubt so reverberating dat it juz numbed my mind and body instantly. using the loyal useful com, i did some practical tasks which could nv be done so effectively wifout the miraculous invention of high technology. though there were some hiccups along the way, the whole process was juz too enriching and meaningful for me to be deterred. as for now, i'm thinking of wat to have for lunch. shld i have a scumptious healthy meal of maggie mee, or juz a simple, yet tasty meal of calbee and chocolates? both sound juz as appealing. nxt, i would have to choose wat kind of entertainment i want in the beautiful afternoon. maybe a relaxing swim at the pool, under the windy sky gathered wif clouds? or can an enjoyable read of an interesting novel last me the whole afternoon? lying on my bed and staring at my phone, waiting for certain sms sounds quite attractive too. or shld i juz get out of the hse, and breathe some fresh air, while milling arnd, seeing and to be seen?oh no, y is life so full of choices? fortunately, they r choices dat make me feel so active and full of life. so...let me once again stand b4 my window and look into those green tropical trees not far away, and immerse in the wonderland of daydreams, while deciding which path to take to reach the dusk of yet another amazingly brilliant day in my fun-filled vacation.told u, it's going to be a marvellous day! (^-^)
| 11:44 AM
for the two of us: 我们都不懂
要说什么 杯子都已经空了闭上眼睛心里下起大雪天寒地冻 是不是到了 爱情结帐的时候只剩下各自买单的寂寞为什么当我推开门 他没有来拉住我他还不懂 还是不懂 离开是想要被挽留 (stay with me)如果开口那只是 我要来的温柔他还不懂 永远不懂 一个拥抱能代替所有爱绝对能够动摇我要用什么融化这一片沉默 在四周的冷空气里叹息化成烟飘走过去的种种 在心里滚成雪球怕还没说话 泪就会先流爱不是他给得不多 是不知道我要什么他还不懂还是不懂 离开是想要被挽留 (stay with me)如果开口那只是 我要来的温柔他还不懂 永远不懂 一个拥抱能代替所有爱绝对能够动摇我都是背了太多的心愿 流星才会跌的那么重爱太多 心也有坠毁的时候他还不懂 还是不懂 离开是想要被挽留(stay with me)如果开口那只是 我要来的温柔他还不懂 永远不懂 一个拥抱能代替所有爱绝对能够动摇我 在第一时间拯救我
| 12:27 AM
he's in hell...where am i?
i dunno it is dat bad for him. i dunno y he's unhappy. i dunno if it's me. but afterall, wat do i noe abt him? i can make him smile and be happy. but i onli make him feel worse when he's sad or angry. y? cos i dunno him well. cos i dunno wat he wants. cos i dunno wat i want. cos i will be sad when he is, and in turn even needs him to come comfort me. cos he is too gd to me. cos i love him but dunno how to.if i can make a wish, can i wish i can start all over again? he will nv miss wat he doesn't have. will i? i dunno who's the real me, so how can he ever find dat out? and when he does, will he like it? be myself? define myself.i dunno how to be a gd gf. i dunno how to understand him the way he does for me. i dunno how to stop, but dunno how to move on too. i dunno how to act as if nth happens. i dunno how to act happy.dun say u love me. cos i dunno if i'm worth. dun say u love me. cos i dunno if i can love u as much. dun say u love me. if doing so hurts u. dun say u love me. cos i will be hurt if u dun feel wat u say.i hate pms.
| 12:07 AM
accepting midnite blues
彷佛上一分钟 你还陪在我左右还以为我们会开花结果 我还记得玫瑰色天空 却模糊了我们的脸孔 哼过的歌到底有什么内容 彷佛已经自由 下一刻我变成风吹过你的领空 差点失控 回忆在夜里闹得很凶我想我可以明白你所有的痛 想让你知道我懂 却担心言不由衷 我们都接受 一定是彼此不够成熟在爱情里分不了轻重 诚实得过了头 不能退后也无法向前走 爱是一个自私的念头 把寂寞消除的理由 剩下的那些感动 能记得多久彷佛已经自由
下一刻我变成风
吹过你的领空 差点失控
回忆在夜里闹得很凶
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我懂
却担心言不由衷
我们都接受
一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重
诚实得过了头
不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感动 能记得多久我们都接受 一定是彼此不够成熟在爱情里分不了轻重 诚实得过了头 不能退后也无法向前走 爱是一个自私的念头 把寂寞消除的理由 剩下的那些感动 能记得多久-梁静茹
下一刻我变成风
吹过你的领空 差点失控
回忆在夜里闹得很凶
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我懂
却担心言不由衷
我们都接受
一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重
诚实得过了头
不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感动 能记得多久
Monday, November 08, 2004 | 8:16 PM
teddy!!! so kawaii, juz like my boy boy, so blur blur, hehe...noe wat to buy for my x'mas this yr? pls pls pls?!
| 7:12 PM
fat louie is peeking at my diary
first and foremost, pls be warned. todae's bloggie entry is going to be a really looooooong one. so once u have read this, there is no turn back and u have to finish it. or else...or else...yes i will think up of a curse horrible enuf and will tell u soon. anyway, guess wat?!?! this morn when i was reading a bk on mrt, i noticed dat it's adam and eve!!! not eva!!! no wonder i felt so strange when i wrote eva in my previous entry, named "becky's top 10 "WHY"s wif no ans". haha...no need to refer back, i've changed it. so paiseh, so pls...dun be misled by me. dat eva is actually the eve in adam and eve. yes, it's not eva, u r not wrong, i'm wrong. it's eve, not eva. yeah...u got it rite? haha...
anyway, time to report on my whole dae now. first, i woke up at 6.30a.m. read it. 6.30a.m. shitty-ti-shit. all for the sake of responsibility. my cca orientation at the airport. we were supposed to report at 8.30a.m. read it. 8.30a.m. but guess when we started? we waited for at least 1/2 hr for everyone to gather, den another 1/2 at a police post in the airport, to supposingly get our airport working pass. or smtg. in short, i dun really noe wat we were waiting for. but at the end of the day, there was no pass. no nth, juz lots of standing and floating arnd. ok...maybe plus abit of guessing here and there on how old vicky is. but dat's beside the pt.so den we went to a meeting hall or smtg and got briefed by those customer service ppl. haha...if a brief is so named as related to the length of a man's pair of brief *ahem*, den vicky's erm...speech is more like trousers, erm...or smtg. if u get the joke. haha...bet u dun. ys said dat ppl's jokes r to humour others, while mine r to humour myself. yeah...so i'm humoured now. haha...so after a whole morning of *yawnz* inspiring speech, we got to some really *yawnz* stomach-filling refreshment. finally!!! finally it was time to go!!! and so i dashed out of the freezing place and went to eat a real lunch. handmade noodles at clementi. been quite so long since i last ate it. still as good. and now wif egg. haha...so actually i wanted to go wendy's hse to watch them play mahjong. but smtg cropped up and i couldn't go. but not all was lost as much much later in the afternoon, i managed to catch my long-awaited movie wif ys at causeway. princess diaries 2.it was really SPLENDID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok maybe not everyone would agree wif me, but since i watched the 1st one for like over 20 times, i would easily love the 2nd, and maybe the 3rd and the 4th and the 5th. now u noe how crazy i'm. it was really hilarious, cute, sweet, girly and princessy. totally disney. and as usual, the cinema was filled wif kids, girls, boys (boys, not guys, so no need to ask me if they r cute), some mothers and maybe a few couples (all the guys looked stony-face, maybe all being pulled there by their gfs). haha...anyway, i would buy the vcd no matter wat!!! haha...and cum to think of it, maybe i would start watching the 1st again for another 20 times, till the 2nd one is out. ok, i'm crazy abt princess diaries (again), and fat louie is crazy abt mine, cos he is reading it rite now. (u muz be real thick if u dun get this joke!) ok i'm watching this channel 8 variety show rite now, erm...my dad and bros r watching, to be exact. to be kind and everything, i will give it a 0/100. sux to the core, wonder y s'pore audience deserves such trash. *pukes* heng i didn't have dinner, having eaten so much waffle wif ys frm prima deli. not bad. no wonder meihui is crazy over it. ok...dun remind me of the cya training end of this wk. dun even try tell me abt my cousin coming later. shitty-ti-shit. the wk juz can't get any better. (^-^)
anyway, time to report on my whole dae now. first, i woke up at 6.30a.m. read it. 6.30a.m. shitty-ti-shit. all for the sake of responsibility. my cca orientation at the airport.
Sunday, November 07, 2004 | 5:28 PM
pms enzymes
1) bloody hot dae when i dun wanna swim and non-stop raining when i wanna to.2) getting a headache after a supposingly refreshing afternoon nap.3) forced to choose btwn a china youth version of bao qing tian acting kindaichi (on tv in living rm) or oh-so-cliche zhen qing (on tv in my parents' room).4) getting pimples when i'm already 17. (ok i noe u may think anyone can get pimples at any age, but who doesn't grumble when they get pimples?)5) being always the last to noe of any family activities.6) becoming a fatty bom bom but nobody believes me when i say dat. (though i'm not sure i wan to hear them tell me i'm becoming one either.)7) strangers msging me in friendster asking me qtns but will nv ans mine.8) worrying abt soh yongsheng all these while but dunno whether i wan to be angry wif him when he nv msg me.9) having my baby bro sneaking behind me to try see wat i'm doing on com.10) trying to decide wat to wear for the orientation at the airport tmr.11) getting deaf w/o any particular reason.12) noeing i'm having pms but not noeing how to control it. (^-^)
| 5:21 PM
fatty bom bom
ok i hereby declare dat i'm officially a lifeless-boring-old-stay-at-home-on-sundaes loser. i can add more, but wouldn't wan u to leave the site after reading juz dat first line. all i do is eat. and breathe. and watch tom and jerry. and now my mom is pestering me to type a stupid excuse letter for my baby bro. it shld not be dat bad, but this is juz not the rite time. but my mom nv noes the rite time for anything. neither does my baby bro. i've eaten a bowl of meepok, a large sized packet of fries and regular coke frm macs, followed by an apple pie. den some chips and a small bowl of fruit salad since this morning. i'm becoming a fatty bom bom at a rate so fast it scares myself. but it seems dat becoming a fatty bom bom does not seem as worrying when my stomach is screaming wif hunger, and perhaps boredom. and my heart will always convince my mind by saying dat i can go swimming anytime i want, to shed off those nasty fats. though my mind noes really well dat i dun really have time nxt wk, and this is nov, when the weather juz sux to the core.however, instead of raining todae, it's juz so bloody hot. i wanted to put my title as bloody mary to describe my mood now, but i tot dat would come off a bit too strong. but now i regret it, cos i'm feeling strongly pissed off at the moment. i juz woke up in sweat, not becos of nitemare or anything, but it was juz so bloody hot. and instead of feeling more refreshed or anything, i now feel worse wif a headache after the nap. i msged dat soh yongsheng b4 i slpt to msg me after reaching home, cos he was kinda sick and juz puked when he was playing soccer so i was worried. and oso becos i was bored till death. but he nv did. either he was too tired and forgot all abt it when he reached home, or he juz doesn't care. or maybe he is still sitting at the coffee shop wif his frenz now and it's not convenient to msg me. yeah, i'm trying to be a gd girl. i really want to understand him. i guess this juz doesn't work when i'm having pms. but i wun go breathing down his neck and act bimbo. my headache is so bad i dun think i can bother wif it anyway. tmr is our cya orientation at the airport. 8.30 at terminal 2. bloody hell, doesn't anyone rmb it's the holidae? doesn't anyone noe dat it takes arnd 1-2 hrs to get to the airport frm the west? ok now i admit dat i'm officially having pms. shity-ti-shit. and i tot the pills can solve anything, including getting rid of stupid pms. bloody mary. and some strange guy juz msged me in friendster again. it's always the same thing. "may i noe u?", onli dat it's always in some broken eng like "can noe u"? or smtg, maybe when they write smtg longer, all their spelling mistakes or smtg will apppear. ok anyway, i will always be polite by replying some basic facts like my name, age, sch and course i'm studying or smtg. but when i ask them intro, they will nv, and i mean NV, ans my qtn, and juz continue to ask some other stupid qtns or smtg. when i'm free or wat and actually bother to go check out their account, their frenz r always girls, who coincidentally all look pretty or cute in someway or another. so u can imagine how many "can noe u?" msgs they r sending out to girls. i'm not saying i'm pretty or wat to be their target, maybe juz sway. so i will nv add them in my friendster, and dun really bother to reply them anyway. i dun like superficial ppl. period.and i'm having pms. welcome to my life. (^-^)
| 10:49 AM
jasmine flower
ok the title is smtg dat i have to think hard everytime i wanna write an entry. i'm currently listening to a song named jasmine flower, sung by fish leong, hence this title. not bad, listening to such peaceful songs early in the morning can be quite refreshing.anyway, i'm alone at home now. the prob wif my parents is dat they nv tell u dat we r going out, until the very last min when they ask u go change, and den u will wonder wat on earth is going on (esp early in the morning like 10.30am, when u juz wake up and still feel kinda blur). even till den, they will not tell u exactly where we r heading. it's always "oh, down there lah (pointing in a general generation of right or left)". i think it's kinda rude to inform the person dat u r asking him/her out at the very last min. but since they r my parents, i think they put themselves well above dat neccessity. but everyone noes it's basic courtesy to ask someone out at least 2-3 daes b4 the actual dae, so he/she can prepare for it, by pushing other apptmts off or smtg. by telling them onli last min will imply dat u think they r too boring to be booked by anyone else. or smtg along the line.so the thing is, i already promised xiaoling to pass her my guitar later, so i cnt go wherever my family is going (somewhere in the right direction frm my hse). but no loss, i can go interchange and shop for lunch. haha..."shop" is not exactly the word, but juz wanna make myself feel occupied or smtg. but dat will create another prob now. wat shld i buy for lunch? i juz ate mee pok for bf, dat was like 10mins ago? so if i go buy lunch later, i dun think i would be hungry enuf to eat it den. but leaving it for later would mean it would go cold. maybe i shld buy some calbee or smtg. but there is no tv to watch on sundae, and nobody eats calbee while sitting on the sofa, juz breathing. rite? haha...ok, i will go make a list of wat i can buy den. so i can select slowly later, rather den standing in the middle of nowhere thinking of where to go and wat to buy. (^-^)
Saturday, November 06, 2004 | 9:29 PM
i'm not a girl, not yet a woman
i used to thinki had the answers to everythingbut now i knowlife doesn't always go my way, yeah...feels like i'm caught in the middlethat's when i realize...(chorus)i'm not a girlnot yet a womanall i need is timea moment that is minewhile i'm in betweeni'm not a girlthere is no need to protect meits time that i learn to face up to this on my owni've seen so much more than u know so don't tell me to shut my eyesi'm not a girlnot yet a womanall i need is timea moment that is minewhile i'm in betweeni'm not a girlbut if you look at me closelyyou will see it my eyesthis girl will always find her wayi'm not a girl (i'm not a girl don't tell me what to believe)not yet a woman(i'm just tryin to find the woman in me, yeah)all i need is time (all i need)a moment that is mine (that is mine)while i'm in betweeni'm not a girlnot yet a womanall i need is time (is all i need)a moment that is minewhile i'm in betweeni'm not a girlnot yet a woman
| 7:54 PM
the kid who invented the popsicle
this is adopted frm a bk i borrowed frm library todae. written by don l. wulffson, the bk is titled "the kid who invented the popsicle. and other surprising stories abt inventions". it has as many as 114 inventions stories. this bk is really an interesting and entertaining, if not enriching read. hey, bet u dunno all these.1) badminton it originated as a fortune-telling ritual in babylonia. the length of time the ball could be kept in play supposedly revealed how long the ppl would live. wow...does dat mean a badminton is like a life-and-death kind of thing? so much for recreation.2) barbie dolla cofounder of a toy company found the idea for barbie doll frm her daughter named barbara handler. and guess wat, she also had a son named ken. 3) bikinibikini was named after the dropping of an atomic bomb on bikini atoll for testing, dat aroused great attention worldwide at dat time. the bikini was first introduced on 5th july 1946, exactly 41 yrs b4 my bd. haha...juz wanna draw dat link.4) doughnutthe first doughnuts had no holes in them and were called olykoek, or oil cake, because they were deep-fried in oil. now u noe how much calories u r taking in when biting into dat chocolate doughnut eh?!5) hair dryerthe first hair dryer was actually a vaccum cleaner! a hose would be inserted to the exhuast of the vacuum cleaner when the user wanna dry her hair.6) high heelsa man was the first to wear high heels, not a woman. 7) mickey mousemickey mouse started his career as a rabbit in 1927, known as oswald the lucky rabbit.8) potato chipspotato chips was modified frm french fries. it actually originated as a practical joke by a chef in new york.9) typewriterever wonder y r the alphabet on the keyboard r scattered madly like dat, and not by any order as we noe it? the old form of typewriters were less effective, such dat the alphabet was so arranged so as to prevent jamming. den the arrangement juz remains till todae.10) wigswigs had once become so outrageous at a time dat they could be decorated wif phony fruits, stuffed birds and even model ships! haha...these r juz 10 inventions dat i found funnier den the rest. there r many more other surprising and even amusing inventions in the bk. so u can go get it and read it for urself over the holidaes! ok i noe i'm sounding like a pri 4 student writing a bk review. fine den. haha...(^-^)
| 5:11 PM
icecream attack!!!
the time now is 4.13pm. juz got back frm wm. soooooooo slpy, yet dun really feel like slping. does dat make sense? went orchard wif ys juz now. had a very tasty lunch at yoshinoya. yum yum! den we went library. ys said dat seeing all those bks made him feel giddy (dunno if it was real), so we went off. our ultimate destination was the spca sales at centre pt. i was expecting some kind of mini exhibition for the very least. guess wat?!?! it was juz a table wif cloth on it and some items dat i would nv tot of buying. so wif the deepest disappointment, i tried to console myself wif the mcflurry ys bought for me.i gave up meeting my zhi lian yi zhu for this spca sales lor. den it turned out to be so pathetic. and i juz gotta bump into suki and steph at orchard. i already predicted i would see them somewhere. skarly they tot i zhong se qing you went dating instead of meeting them as planned. yuan wang ah!!! haha...den we went wm to borrow some bks for my baby bro (cos orchard's library doesn't have a children's section). and after getting my bag filled wif heavy novels and storybks, we left for home. i actually had to drag myself home lor.the weather was so hot and my eyes were already half closed. i planned to go swimming, to burn off those nasty fats i had accumulated since the last few daes (i tend to eat alot when i'm wif ys, i think he pampers me too much). but as usual, when i tot of going swimming, any sunshine blasting the surface of the s'pore island would be jinxed off to north pole and the sky would be replaced wif dark clouds and soon thunderstorm. wat a sunshine girl i am!perfect! so i'm stuck here at home now, listening to my baby bro play "under the sea" on the piano for the hundredth time in this wk. i wonder y his piano teacher cnt juz sit on her chair and not walk arnd the piano while listening to him play. oh well, juz a side comment.anyway, todae is a peaceful sat, wif onli half my brain working. so i guess i wun make any sarcastic comments or lame jokes or anything. oh speaking of lame jokes. u cnt miss this. can u guys guess wat's the similarity btwn john the baptist and winnie the pooh? ans will be revealed at the end of this entry. but no scrolling to the bottom, be patient.anyway, i guess i'm getting deaf. i cnt really hear ppl toking to me, unless they r like my mom, who is always half shouting, even when laughing. ok maybe not as bad as half, maybe a quarter or smtg, juz to be fair. my pt is, i'm getting deaf!!! i always cnt get wat ys is saying, and would get into some kind of joke or smtg. haha...like juz now when we were at the interchange and there was this little girl beside us wif a teddy bear or toy dog or smtg.ys: (drinking his canned green tea) guess how old is the girl.becky: (eyeing the green tea) no lah, u where got drink gassy drink? this is not a gassy drink.ok i noe it doesn't even sound the same. u have to try translate into chi, den maybe u see the link. but if u dun, it's ok, dat's not the pt. the pt is...i'm getting deaf. so pls, my dear frenz, nxt time when u tok to me and all i reply is "haha...yeah rite" or juz give u a silly laugh, it means i cnt really hear u. so take the initiative to repeat urself, pls. 10q for ur cooperation. ok, now is the climax of the dae!!! wat is the similarity btwn john the baptist and winnie the pooh? the ans is simply john THE baptist and winnie THE pooh. haha...dun get it? it's ok, juz note dat u r hopeless at getting lame jokes so pls rmb to go bang wall when u pass by one nxt time, wat abt now? haha...anyway, 10z to my shifu, for the contribution of such lame qtn to brighten up our daes. lifeless ppl like us juz need them. and lifeless becky is going to watch a lifeless drama known as zhen qing now. lifeless sat. (^-^)
| 10:56 AM
chocolates!!! welcome to the candy hse!!!
| 10:55 AM
does this melt ur heart? reserve cookies and cream for me pls.
| 10:53 AM
gingerbread man! erm...i mean gingerbread ppl.
| 10:53 AM
so kawaii how to eat?
| 10:47 AM
c is for cookies
| 10:47 AM
dun they juz make u happy?
| 10:18 AM
so now u noe, life is always colourful and exciting.
| 9:54 AM
5 things dat i dread this november
1) my cousin is coming over to s'pore to study.
meaning i have to share my rm wif a super hyperactive 8-yr old girl for as long as i stay here, after 17 yrs of having a rm all to myself. oh shit. how am i going to share my wardrobe wif her, when i dun even have enuf space for my own clothes?
2) going for so many daes of cya training and orientation.
ok maybe it's going to be fun. i'm keeping an open mind. but seeing vicky for almost half the wk, even on sundae, isn't dat appealing afterall.
3) giving tuition to my baby bro and now also my cousin.
ok i can earn abit each session. but i rather not have the money. the blood i vomit out costs more den dat. ok to put it straight, i juz dun like children, let alone teach them. happy?
4) having nothing to do at home but cnt go out everyday.
my mom is saying i'm treating home as hotel already. but staying at home is soooooooo damn boring. maybe i shld try sitting be4 the window and counting the trees in the forest in front of my hse. exciting.
5) period.
ok i'm on pills now. but after finishing it, period would come. i hope it does. i dun wan to be the first in s'pore wif slow recovery frm the pills. but i hope it's not DAT bad, cos the doc says it maybe slightly heavier. cramps and not being able to eat cold and sweet food r bad enuf. i dun wan to suffer frm too much blood loss or smtg. (^-^)
meaning i have to share my rm wif a super hyperactive 8-yr old girl for as long as i stay here, after 17 yrs of having a rm all to myself. oh shit. how am i going to share my wardrobe wif her, when i dun even have enuf space for my own clothes?
2) going for so many daes of cya training and orientation.
ok maybe it's going to be fun. i'm keeping an open mind. but seeing vicky for almost half the wk, even on sundae, isn't dat appealing afterall.
3) giving tuition to my baby bro and now also my cousin.
ok i can earn abit each session. but i rather not have the money. the blood i vomit out costs more den dat. ok to put it straight, i juz dun like children, let alone teach them. happy?
4) having nothing to do at home but cnt go out everyday.
my mom is saying i'm treating home as hotel already. but staying at home is soooooooo damn boring. maybe i shld try sitting be4 the window and counting the trees in the forest in front of my hse. exciting.
5) period.
ok i'm on pills now. but after finishing it, period would come. i hope it does. i dun wan to be the first in s'pore wif slow recovery frm the pills. but i hope it's not DAT bad, cos the doc says it maybe slightly heavier. cramps and not being able to eat cold and sweet food r bad enuf. i dun wan to suffer frm too much blood loss or smtg. (^-^)
| 9:53 AM
do u love them the way they love u?
Friday, November 05, 2004 | 9:22 PM
for my blur king, ys: 我喜欢
看蓝蓝的天空下绵绵的白雪 停在你脸上 爱在巴黎的塞纳河畔上面晀望 赶不上的玻璃船 却不觉得遗憾 早已沉醉在你暖暖的手掌 紧握住我不放 偷偷的闻着你 带着孩子气的男人香 呼...我喜欢 就这样 靠在你胸膛 呼...我喜欢 没有时间 没有方向 呼...我喜欢 像这样爱的好自然 不管别人投什么眼光 随你带着我四处游荡 呼...我喜欢 一醒来 有你在身旁 呼...我喜欢 赖在床上 看你喝汤 呼...我喜欢 你的手 放在我肩膀 像是担心我会消失一样 为我每一吋消瘦而感伤 好想就这样有你在身旁 一直到天长在日记里圈上每一页都有你 好幸福的时光 对照第一次见面到此刻的温柔 是不是都一样 紧握住我不放 偷偷的闻着你 带着孩子气的男人香 呼...我喜欢 就这样 靠在你胸膛 呼...我喜欢 没有时间 没有方向 呼...我喜欢 像这样爱的好自然 不管别人投什么眼光 随你带着我四处游荡 呼...我喜欢 一醒来 有你在身旁 呼...我喜欢 赖在床上 看你喝汤 呼...我喜欢 你的手 放在我肩膀 像是担心我会消失一样 为我每一吋消瘦而感伤 好想就这样
| 8:32 PM
breakaway
grew up in a small town
and when the rain would fall down
i just stared out my window
dreaming of what could be
and if i'd end up happy
i would pray (i would pray)
trying not to reach out
but when i'd try to speak out
felt like no one could hear me
wanted to belong here
but something felt so wrong here
So i pray (i would pray)
i could breakaway
[chorus]
i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly
i'll do what it takes til' i touch the sky
i'll make a wish take a chance
take a change and breakaway
out of the darkness and into the sun
but i won't forget all the ones that i loved
i gotta take a risk take a chance
make a change and breakaway
wanna feel the warm breeze
sleep under a palm tree
feel the rush of the ocean
get onboard a fast train
travel on a jet plane, far away (i will)
and breakaway
[chorus]
buildings with a hundred floors
swinging around revolving doors
maybe i don't know where they'll take me but
gotta keep moving on, moving on
fly away, breakaway
i'll spread my wings
and i'll learn how to fly
though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
i gotta take a risk take a chance
make a change and breakaway
out of the darkness and into the sun
but i won't forget the place i come from
i gotta take a risk take a chance
make a change and breakaway, breakaway, breakaway-kelly clarkson
and when the rain would fall down
i just stared out my window
dreaming of what could be
and if i'd end up happy
i would pray (i would pray)
trying not to reach out
but when i'd try to speak out
felt like no one could hear me
wanted to belong here
but something felt so wrong here
So i pray (i would pray)
i could breakaway
[chorus]
i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly
i'll do what it takes til' i touch the sky
i'll make a wish take a chance
take a change and breakaway
out of the darkness and into the sun
but i won't forget all the ones that i loved
i gotta take a risk take a chance
make a change and breakaway
wanna feel the warm breeze
sleep under a palm tree
feel the rush of the ocean
get onboard a fast train
travel on a jet plane, far away (i will)
and breakaway
[chorus]
buildings with a hundred floors
swinging around revolving doors
maybe i don't know where they'll take me but
gotta keep moving on, moving on
fly away, breakaway
i'll spread my wings
and i'll learn how to fly
though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
i gotta take a risk take a chance
make a change and breakaway
out of the darkness and into the sun
but i won't forget the place i come from
i gotta take a risk take a chance
make a change and breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
| 7:57 PM
you are cordially invited to the royal event of the season. R.S.V.P. this summer.
| 7:16 PM
jing tong yu nuu. (pls...they r not kissing)
| 6:11 PM
wat's happening? (this november)
6th nov. sat: hanging out wif my zhi lian yi zhu. miss them. haven't decided where to go. i will suggest going to the spca sales at centre pt. last dae le.
8th nov. mon: cca orientation. changi youth ambassador, aka cya. dunno y they bother. tot we juz had it not long ago. gotta reach sch early in the morning 8.30. zzz.
9th nov. tues: gotta go buy furniture wif my shifu i think. dunno y he asked me go, but since he's my shifu. alrite.
11th nov. thurs: deepavali. but gotta give my cousin tuition for her entry test to study in s'pore. perfect. after 17 yrs of being the onli daughter, now i gotta share my room wif an almost-complete stranger for dunno how many monkey yrs. juz perfect.
12th-14th nov. fri-sun: cya training. zzz. long hrs everydae. even on sundae. isn't my vacation juz too exciting? *yawnz*
16th-18th nov. tues-thurs: the long-awaited chalet wif my sec class 4e4. hope it doesn't end up like those casino cruise where u will juz stay in the room and gamble all dae. and innocent and guai guai ppl like me will have to eat calbee and breathe den.
22nd nov. mon: sp bbq. dunno how fun it's going to be. at east coast. the trip there is fun enuf. slping on the mrt is the most exciting thing dat anyone can do. but i'm a happy girl. i will remain happy and continue to look forward to this bbq. juz hope we dun end up eating burnt food, cnt really imagine any of us actually cooking.
25th nov. thurs: the effects of the pill shld have worn off. and it's period again. wif extra blood flow. how exciting. get ready to donate blood to me eh? blood type O+. frenz, relatives, enemies and strangers all welcomed.
so as u can see...my vacation in nov is juz going to be perfect. any dream holidae any girl can ask for. anyone wanna exchange wif me? not much time for myself. not much time to rot at home oso. the worst worst thing is dat i may not even have enuf time for my dear boy boy. so i guess it's not much of a vacation afterall.
some of u may think wat's there to complain abt. not dat busy anyway, and many of them can be exciting rite? yeah...10z. a* for effort. going out everydae, meeting and entertaining different ppl, adopting different personality and even thinking abt different things to wear is tiring enuf. not to mention listening to my mom nag all dae, saying dat i'm starting to treat the home like hotel. it's like trying to make everyone happy, but forgetting dat i exist too. aww...on a happier note, heng i bought the pills, or it would be even more a drag to get period and pms.
"she's so lucky. she's a star. but she cries cries cries in her lonely heart, thinking if there's nth missing in my life. den y do these tears come at nite."
but it's ok. i'm a happy girl. and i will continue to be happy. happy vacation. say cheese!
(^-^)
8th nov. mon: cca orientation. changi youth ambassador, aka cya. dunno y they bother. tot we juz had it not long ago. gotta reach sch early in the morning 8.30. zzz.
9th nov. tues: gotta go buy furniture wif my shifu i think. dunno y he asked me go, but since he's my shifu. alrite.
11th nov. thurs: deepavali. but gotta give my cousin tuition for her entry test to study in s'pore. perfect. after 17 yrs of being the onli daughter, now i gotta share my room wif an almost-complete stranger for dunno how many monkey yrs. juz perfect.
12th-14th nov. fri-sun: cya training. zzz. long hrs everydae. even on sundae. isn't my vacation juz too exciting? *yawnz*
16th-18th nov. tues-thurs: the long-awaited chalet wif my sec class 4e4. hope it doesn't end up like those casino cruise where u will juz stay in the room and gamble all dae. and innocent and guai guai ppl like me will have to eat calbee and breathe den.
22nd nov. mon: sp bbq. dunno how fun it's going to be. at east coast. the trip there is fun enuf. slping on the mrt is the most exciting thing dat anyone can do. but i'm a happy girl. i will remain happy and continue to look forward to this bbq. juz hope we dun end up eating burnt food, cnt really imagine any of us actually cooking.
25th nov. thurs: the effects of the pill shld have worn off. and it's period again. wif extra blood flow. how exciting. get ready to donate blood to me eh? blood type O+. frenz, relatives, enemies and strangers all welcomed.
so as u can see...my vacation in nov is juz going to be perfect. any dream holidae any girl can ask for. anyone wanna exchange wif me? not much time for myself. not much time to rot at home oso. the worst worst thing is dat i may not even have enuf time for my dear boy boy. so i guess it's not much of a vacation afterall.
some of u may think wat's there to complain abt. not dat busy anyway, and many of them can be exciting rite? yeah...10z. a* for effort. going out everydae, meeting and entertaining different ppl, adopting different personality and even thinking abt different things to wear is tiring enuf. not to mention listening to my mom nag all dae, saying dat i'm starting to treat the home like hotel. it's like trying to make everyone happy, but forgetting dat i exist too. aww...on a happier note, heng i bought the pills, or it would be even more a drag to get period and pms.
"she's so lucky. she's a star. but she cries cries cries in her lonely heart, thinking if there's nth missing in my life. den y do these tears come at nite."
but it's ok. i'm a happy girl. and i will continue to be happy. happy vacation. say cheese!
(^-^)
| 5:28 PM
missing chocochip?
aha! gotcha, this is the 78th time u've been checking my bloggie rite? hoho...i noe u miss me. so here i am, updating u on my life again(which is not anything much anyway). u noe how hard it is for me to come to use the com? it's the holidae period again. so my bros (yes, even my baby bro) and i would be eyeing the com every single minute of the dae, getting ready to pounce for the seat b4 the com. haha...apparently, i've won this round.i went to my boy boy's hse ytd. and had such a GREAT time. haha...i taught him how to use the blog. (yay!!! boy boy got blog le) den we ate a fulfilling lunch and juz floated arnd or smtg. cnt really rmb. haha...think we went lot 1 oso. den i cooked dinner!!! (ok nth much, juz maggie mee, but a* for effort can?) den at nite, we watched vcds. passion of christ (my first m18 movie) was gd, not DAT gross, and abit bit draggy, but not bad lah. hot chick was ok, but not as funny as i tot. boy boy almost slpt lor. haha...den todae, i met up wif samuel, satiysh and archie for pool. quite fun. i even had the best record of hitting 3 balls into the hole at one go. haha...we wanted to wait for betty (my twin sister, aka keryeong) but his exams ended so late dat we went home b4 he came. so here i am, typing my daes here. and trying so hard to keep my eyes open. maybe shld try tom&jerry's method of using toothpicks to keep them open. haha...ok...i will continue when i rmb wat to write lah. cya arnd den. (^-^)
Thursday, November 04, 2004 | 12:50 AM
aziemah and i. after sec 4 grad ceremony a few daes ago, where i went back yiss as guest speaker. suit looks pretty cool eh? pity it's not mine.
| 12:48 AM
candy dae
todae was such a wonderful dae! early in the morning, i got my 1st atm card in my life. ok i'm 17, and this is my 1st atm card, dun ask me y, but u shld noe how excited i was when i finally got it. (wat's my password again?) den i met ys for bf. and some unhappy thing occured (beside seeing the gigantic, horrible poster on the wall). den went kbox wif siewlin, wendy, glad, mag and limin. we bked 2 rms, wif wendy, glad and i in one rm and the other 3 in the other. so we sang half our dae off. btw, dun go je kbox. their system sux. and no cute waiters. so the mistake is even more unforgivable. haha...anyway, we den went wendy's hse. played some cards (lost abit bit) and went home for dinner. so dat's my dae. perfect rite? so as usual, at 8p.m, my nite of boredom began. my dad was using the com (he was so excited by adobe photoshop), my bro was hogging the scv, so i juz huddled in my parents' rm, watching charmed on the pathetically small tv. after dat, i started my usual dose of reality depression, which is the short form for facing-the-reality-and-getting-depression, dat is by reading 2 "times" mag at a go. effective at all times. depression guaranteed. i tried reading 3 at a go, couldn't take it. haha...den after donkey hours, i managed to use the com finally. so i compiled my top 10 "WHY"s wif no ans (refer below). and the dumb blogspot got jammed and laggy all the time, testing my patience all the while. so i could onli finish it within arnd 2 hrs. yes. perfect. tmr? fully booked as well, and so is fri and sat. sun? u mean the sun in the 2nd wk of nxt yr rite? i think i may be free. but may onli, cos obligations or smtg will pop up somehow. so...yeah. dat's all for todae. my brain is shutting down. (^-^)
Wednesday, November 03, 2004 | 10:59 PM
becky's top 10 "WHY"s wif no ans
no. 10: y is the sky blue?
ok...kinda only-babies-ask-dat kind of qtn. but really...y isn't it pink or wat? maybe brown, den we will have chocolate rain and chocolate snow flakes, how abt dat?
no. 9: y r women the ones who will suffer frm monthly periods and labour pain?
think it's becos of eve, she ate the forbidden fruit first. erm...rite? dat's my guess. u can start wondering abt it urself. anyway, this shows dat being 1st is not dat gd everytime. 10z alot eve.
no. 8: y is purple seen as a gay colour?
i used to like purple alot when i was young. so i wanna find out y is it gay. haha...does it make sense? ok it doesn't have to. saying purple is a gay colour doesn't make sense too.
no. 7: y is it dat in fairy tales, bad ppl r always ugly while the gd r always pretty and popular?
guess those writers think dat bad ppl scare those kids, which r wat bad ppl r supposed to do. rite? so kids wun learn frm them. yeah...siewlin is rite, my inference skill is really damn gd.
no. 6: y is it dat in horror movies, people running from crazy killers always run upstairs instead of out the door? similarly, y do girls who r trying to escape frm being raped by their stepfathers and evil uncles always end up falling onto the bed?
hey come on, nobody wants to see those potential victims end up in their neighbours' hse calling for the police. dat's so anti-climax. police muz wait until the killer cuts the victim into pieces, or when at least the sleeves of the female victim r well torn, or when the hero has kissed the dimsel in distress. or smtg like dat. rite? i'm in mass com, dun argue wif me.
no. 5: y r wonderful things like chocolate and candies bad for health?
by making them wonderful, the creator is great. but by making them bad for health (and weight) at the same time, the creator is unforgivable.
no. 4: y can't we live in a world like harry potter's?
yes...dat's wat i've always hoped for, even b4 harry potter was created. i've always wanted a wand of my own, so i can try different hairstyle and makeup everydae wif magic. ok dat's beside the pt. i guess i would like potions class, sounds more exciting den icp.
no. 3: y do i always have the prob of not having enough clothes to wear, and when i do, i have the prob of choosing wat to wear.
self-explanatory. every single human experiences this qtn every now and den. erm...rite?
no. 2: y do i like to meow when i dun like cats?
erm...it's like y some ppl like carrot cakes but not carrots. haha...or smtg. dun ask me to explain. read title: top 10 "WHY"s wif no ans.
and now...(drums roll) ladies and gentlemen, let me present to u the most puzzling qtn to me in my top 10 "WHY"s wif no ans...
no. 1:y did my parents put my two bros' names as lawrance lo and vincent lo in their birth certs(both without chi names, so i would forget my baby's bro chi name sometimes) but tot i wouldn't like to be called becky in my birth cert, and gave me lo pui ki instead?
haha...when i asked them dat, they said they were not sure if i would like the name when i grow up. yeah rite, as if i will go change my name to mary or smtg. not dat's it's not awful or wrong or anything, but u get my pt.
ok...so there u go. my top 10 "WHY"s wif no ans. if u have (or think u have) any ans or comments, or scientific explanation, or detailed analysis or watever to these qtns, pls do not contact me or try ans me. some qtns r not meant to be ans. do u understand? no? ok...u can ask y in ur own list of top 10 "WHY"s wif no ans. (^-^)
ok...kinda only-babies-ask-dat kind of qtn. but really...y isn't it pink or wat? maybe brown, den we will have chocolate rain and chocolate snow flakes, how abt dat?
no. 9:
think it's becos of eve, she ate the forbidden fruit first. erm...rite? dat's my guess. u can start wondering abt it urself. anyway, this shows dat being 1st is not dat gd everytime. 10z alot eve.
no. 8:
i used to like purple alot when i was young. so i wanna find out y is it gay. haha...does it make sense? ok it doesn't have to. saying purple is a gay colour doesn't make sense too.
no. 7:
guess those writers think dat bad ppl scare those kids, which r wat bad ppl r supposed to do. rite? so kids wun learn frm them. yeah...siewlin is rite, my inference skill is really damn gd.
no. 6:
hey come on, nobody wants to see those potential victims end up in their neighbours' hse calling for the police. dat's so anti-climax. police muz wait until the killer cuts the victim into pieces, or when at least the sleeves of the female victim r well torn, or when the hero has kissed the dimsel in distress. or smtg like dat. rite? i'm in mass com, dun argue wif me.
no. 5:
by making them wonderful, the creator is great. but by making them bad for health (and weight) at the same time, the creator is unforgivable.
no. 4:
yes...dat's wat i've always hoped for, even b4 harry potter was created. i've always wanted a wand of my own, so i can try different hairstyle and makeup everydae wif magic. ok dat's beside the pt. i guess i would like potions class, sounds more exciting den icp.
no. 3:
self-explanatory. every single human experiences this qtn every now and den. erm...rite?
no. 2:
erm...it's like y some ppl like carrot cakes but not carrots. haha...or smtg. dun ask me to explain. read title: top 10 "WHY"s wif no ans.
and now...(drums roll) ladies and gentlemen, let me present to u the most puzzling qtn to me in my top 10 "WHY"s wif no ans...
no. 1:
haha...when i asked them dat, they said they were not sure if i would like the name when i grow up. yeah rite, as if i will go change my name to mary or smtg. not dat's it's not awful or wrong or anything, but u get my pt.
ok...so there u go. my top 10 "WHY"s wif no ans. if u have (or think u have) any ans or comments, or scientific explanation, or detailed analysis or watever to these qtns, pls do not contact me or try ans me. some qtns r not meant to be ans. do u understand? no? ok...u can ask y in ur own list of top 10 "WHY"s wif no ans. (^-^)
Tuesday, November 02, 2004 | 6:36 PM
hooked on candies
meow meow!!! ok i admit i'm hooked. i always get hooked by new thrill or excitement or fun or watever, den get tired of it within a week at best. dat's me. ok dat's beside my pt. my pt is...i can't stop writing my bloggie, though i dun really have anything to write.
actually come to think of it, i dun really like candies. honestly, i prefer icecream, cookies and calbee. haha...but i think i juz like to say candies. dun ask me y, it's a psychological thingy or smtg.
ANYWAY, i juz read my frenz' bloggies, i call them zhi lian yi zhu, haha...my best frenz frm sajc 04s55, xiaoling (but everyone calls her idiot), suki and xiaohui. juz realised i missed out alot. but i dun feel regretful or anything. not a bit. esp abt promos? i think i will juz flunk all of them and die of stress or depression, there and den, if i still stay on.
but i kinda miss my life in sa...the non-studies aspects. the frenz, the food, the place, the ride to sch and back home, the ponning and swearing-not-to-pon and even the forever-boring-and-catch-no-ball lects. maybe i will go crash sa again somedae.
oh shit, they having hol oso.
maybe nxt yr, orientation or smtg.
oh shit, they will be j2s nxt yr.
anyway, i'm happy wif my life now, in the poly. projs (though i wun say the same when we r rushing wif datelines), gossiping, ponning, being girly, dating, swimming, family moments and stuff. yeah...there gotta be some gives and takes in life.
10 more mins to my 7pm muz-see show on channel 8. kuai le yu. erm...no...xi ling men. but i prefer the former name, cos easier to rmb. and sounds more kuai le.
haha...does it make sense?
told u. i have nth to write.
btw, the show is not really dat nice. but everyone juz gotta do smtg at 7pm rite? it doesn't make sense if i juz sit in the living rm and breathe. not at 7pm. so i dun mind watching those ppl screaming at each other in kuai le yu.
no, xi ling men.
ok, watever. (^-^)
actually come to think of it, i dun really like candies. honestly, i prefer icecream, cookies and calbee. haha...but i think i juz like to say candies. dun ask me y, it's a psychological thingy or smtg.
ANYWAY, i juz read my frenz' bloggies, i call them zhi lian yi zhu, haha...my best frenz frm sajc 04s55, xiaoling (but everyone calls her idiot), suki and xiaohui. juz realised i missed out alot. but i dun feel regretful or anything. not a bit. esp abt promos? i think i will juz flunk all of them and die of stress or depression, there and den, if i still stay on.
but i kinda miss my life in sa...the non-studies aspects. the frenz, the food, the place, the ride to sch and back home, the ponning and swearing-not-to-pon and even the forever-boring-and-catch-no-ball lects. maybe i will go crash sa again somedae.
oh shit, they having hol oso.
maybe nxt yr, orientation or smtg.
oh shit, they will be j2s nxt yr.
anyway, i'm happy wif my life now, in the poly. projs (though i wun say the same when we r rushing wif datelines), gossiping, ponning, being girly, dating, swimming, family moments and stuff. yeah...there gotta be some gives and takes in life.
10 more mins to my 7pm muz-see show on channel 8. kuai le yu. erm...no...xi ling men. but i prefer the former name, cos easier to rmb. and sounds more kuai le.
haha...does it make sense?
told u. i have nth to write.
btw, the show is not really dat nice. but everyone juz gotta do smtg at 7pm rite? it doesn't make sense if i juz sit in the living rm and breathe. not at 7pm. so i dun mind watching those ppl screaming at each other in kuai le yu.
no, xi ling men.
ok, watever. (^-^)
| 3:31 PM
becky's buddies' bloggies
these r some of my buddies' blog addresses. they all have beautiful graphics, exciting content, kawaii personality, interesting life and guess wat? they all have BLOG SKINS!!! i guess i'm the onli one on earth who still uses the template in blogspot.
haha...alrite, do visit their websites anyway, cos it's really worth it, being free and all, not dat i'm dat budget, but since it's holidaes and i have a shrink in my pocket money and all dat, alrite ANYWAY, my point is...go see see lah! (^-^)
sp
jason: http://www.mehz_goat.blogspot.com/
very creative fantasy sort of stories abt his life, i like being called lady becks. hehe...
flora: http://flondar.blogspot.com/
highly recommended, since she really put in alot of efforts wif the outlays and stuff. nearly tore down the computer, so read it while u can. haha...
andrew: http://www.angel_boy.blogspot.com/
andrew seems quite sad in his entries, but nevertheless, there r many enriching and literature sort of stories, poems, art works and projs that he has done, all on his own. so if u r into dat kind of literature mood or smtg, this is the must-see bloggie.
xiangwei: http://www.xiaoglobe87.blogspot.com/
oh! even if u r not attracted to the kawaii outlay (currently christmas mood) of this bloggie, go see it for the sake of this super-kawaii boy named xiangwei, my dmc coursemate. juz one word for him. KAWAII!!!
may: http://www.morphus.blogspot.com/
mother may is another muz-chat-wif msn mate of mine, beside flora. she is like really erm...wat's the word? ok...may. she is totally may. haha...ok, i have limited vocab. when i first read her bloggie, it was really like reading princess diaries, now, it's well...much more...may. haha...read all those "happening" stuff in her life.
sabby: http://www.requestshow.blogspot.com/
she's the "it" girl. so if u belong to the "in" clique, or wants to be in it, or is a "it" boy or girl urself, go see it. totally sophiscated, one look and u noe wat kind of girl sabby is. haha...
sonia: http://www.happyendings-.blogspot.com/
kawaii sonia. she's like the baby of the class, always so sweet and erm...small? haha...though sarah and i r the youngest. my partner for dtp, and i made her princess sonia. ok...i'm girly and stupid. juz say it.
ryan: http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=elmerk
ok the website add abit strange, but he's ryan, so there may be nothing wrong afterall. haha...i dunno much abt him, onli dat he's cool, kinda funny, always wif running nose or smtg, and his cookies r FANTASTIC!!! haha...ok, his aunt's cookies.
jawei: http://jawei.diaryland.com/
confident, creative, crappy and loud. she's jawei, i like her hair and style. and the picts she use in her bloggie r really worth seeing.
aizat: http://beyondsay.blogspot.com/
i love the way he toks, so funny and witty. and his own erm...behomian style? erm...cnt really rmb wat's it. but he's aizat, u wun regret reading all abt his life and ideas in this bloggie.
timothy: http://www.rollerblader_boi.blogspot.com/
aka timo, very wise and cute. have nv seen another more innocent boy. my 10/10 perfect guy. haha...he's crazy over rollerblades i think, cos he did dat for oc presentation oso. though he has not updated his bloggie for quite some time, but we r having holidae now, so everyone will get back to their bloggies soon, rite?
sarah: http://www.yummie-gummy.blogspot.com/
ok hers is a new one i guess. our LOUD class chairperson. and i mean LOUD. haha...very chirpy girl, same bd as me!!! so u can expect the same cuteness. haha...
sajc
xiaoling: http://www.idioticworld.blogspot.com/
she is one of my best frenz in sa. very thick-skinned, funny, crappy and damn smart. always thinking of lame jokes or tricks for ppl. horrible girl, always call ppl idiot. but i still love her, and so does king seng. haha...ok...read more frm her bloggie.
xiaohui: http://www.gibberishy_musings.blogspot.com/
another best friend, same clique as xiaoling one. the most "normal" girl among 4 of us (another is sookyee), but always attracts the strangest guys. haha...dun think u can get any related info frm her bloggie, but juz go read.
suki: http://sookee.diary-x.com/
another thick-skinned elephant, aka banana princess, but i still dunno y. haha...made worse by xiaoling i think. but very caring friend, and has very interesting way of presenting her life in the bloggie.
cheryl: http://www.cherrr.blogspot.com/
lovely girl, always wanna be a boy for dunno wat. gd friend and sport player. her blog outlay is really cool. ok i'm not jealous. haha...
vanessa: http://venschocolaterush.blogspot.com/
tough girl. very candid and sporty. has a cute bf, and twin sis. dat's all i can rmb abt her. haha...ok, i have stm. i noe, 10q.lishun: http://lishun.diary-x.com/
my senior. very smart girl. knew her during x-country cos of the house marscot thingy. very nice friend, her bloggie very cute, and kinda sweet. go read ok?
weelong: http://www.freewebs.com/magna_garuru/
my saco friend. smart guy. and his bloggie is so nice and well organised, juz like those real websites u specially search for in yahoo. haha...though the font abit hard to read, but outlay itself is worth seeing orh!
cornelius: http://www.opendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=B427924
my neighbour and oso saco friend. someone who has deep thoughts and yet, can be lame and funny. very special bloggie, first time to see this kind (cos i'm suagu), go see if u have seen smtg like this b4.
yiss
rawkkstarr: http://-unwrittenmetastasizedveracity.blogspot.com/
aka aziemah. she wants me identify her as rawkkstarr. haha...very bubbly junior of mine, very friendly and sweet too. go see her bloggie regularly cos u will sure have surprises everytime u visit.fellow schmate in my neighbouring class. onli knew abit of his life after graduation, and now dat i've read his bloggie, i feel for him, cos i've gone thru the same thing b4. well organised and easy to read.charis: http://www.chariz-.blogspot.com/though i dunno her well, she is obviously a very kawaii girl. oso in my neighbouring class. her bloggie is really sweet, wif an outlay dat makes one feel very relaxed, like some kind of vacation feeling, wif the beach and everything.tammie: http://darkmagi.ebloggy.com/yet another friend frm my neighbouring class. u muz be wondering wat is happening to my classmates, dun they have blogs? oh yeah...i think i maybe the onli one frm 4e4 having a blog. anyway, tammie's bloggie is simple and sweet. entries r short, yet quite nice to read. abit mysterious, hehe...finally!!! my classmate frm 4e4. chocolate lover, the whole webpg is so chocolatey (is there such a word?). juz dun get tempted to eat too much chocolate. for the sake of ur weight. other frenzjonathan: http://erennin.blogspot.commy pri sch friend. juz found him recently and chatted on msn. very talented guy. language used in his bloggie is really gd. like reading a simple yet refreshing novel.saps huilin: http://huilin1987.blogdrive.com/my ex-classmate. crazy over energy, fellow energy fans shld check it out. the background is so filled wif picts and really quite sweet. dat's all for now, will try to get more frm ppl i noe frm other places, like other frenz frm sajc (ok i noe dat's not other places), yiss and stuff. ok...time to tok to my boy boy liao, he so lonely at home. haha...till nxt time den. (^-^)
haha...alrite, do visit their websites anyway, cos it's really worth it, being free and all, not dat i'm dat budget, but since it's holidaes and i have a shrink in my pocket money and all dat, alrite ANYWAY, my point is...go see see lah! (^-^)
sp
jason: http://www.mehz_goat.blogspot.com/
very creative fantasy sort of stories abt his life, i like being called lady becks. hehe...
flora: http://flondar.blogspot.com/
highly recommended, since she really put in alot of efforts wif the outlays and stuff. nearly tore down the computer, so read it while u can. haha...
andrew: http://www.angel_boy.blogspot.com/
andrew seems quite sad in his entries, but nevertheless, there r many enriching and literature sort of stories, poems, art works and projs that he has done, all on his own. so if u r into dat kind of literature mood or smtg, this is the must-see bloggie.
xiangwei: http://www.xiaoglobe87.blogspot.com/
oh! even if u r not attracted to the kawaii outlay (currently christmas mood) of this bloggie, go see it for the sake of this super-kawaii boy named xiangwei, my dmc coursemate. juz one word for him. KAWAII!!!
may: http://www.morphus.blogspot.com/
mother may is another muz-chat-wif msn mate of mine, beside flora. she is like really erm...wat's the word? ok...may. she is totally may. haha...ok, i have limited vocab. when i first read her bloggie, it was really like reading princess diaries, now, it's well...much more...may. haha...read all those "happening" stuff in her life.
sabby: http://www.requestshow.blogspot.com/
she's the "it" girl. so if u belong to the "in" clique, or wants to be in it, or is a "it" boy or girl urself, go see it. totally sophiscated, one look and u noe wat kind of girl sabby is. haha...
sonia: http://www.happyendings-.blogspot.com/
kawaii sonia. she's like the baby of the class, always so sweet and erm...small? haha...though sarah and i r the youngest. my partner for dtp, and i made her princess sonia. ok...i'm girly and stupid. juz say it.
ryan: http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=elmerk
ok the website add abit strange, but he's ryan, so there may be nothing wrong afterall. haha...i dunno much abt him, onli dat he's cool, kinda funny, always wif running nose or smtg, and his cookies r FANTASTIC!!! haha...ok, his aunt's cookies.
jawei: http://jawei.diaryland.com/
confident, creative, crappy and loud. she's jawei, i like her hair and style. and the picts she use in her bloggie r really worth seeing.
aizat: http://beyondsay.blogspot.com/
i love the way he toks, so funny and witty. and his own erm...behomian style? erm...cnt really rmb wat's it. but he's aizat, u wun regret reading all abt his life and ideas in this bloggie.
timothy: http://www.rollerblader_boi.blogspot.com/
aka timo, very wise and cute. have nv seen another more innocent boy. my 10/10 perfect guy. haha...he's crazy over rollerblades i think, cos he did dat for oc presentation oso. though he has not updated his bloggie for quite some time, but we r having holidae now, so everyone will get back to their bloggies soon, rite?
sarah: http://www.yummie-gummy.blogspot.com/
ok hers is a new one i guess. our LOUD class chairperson. and i mean LOUD. haha...very chirpy girl, same bd as me!!! so u can expect the same cuteness. haha...
sajc
xiaoling: http://www.idioticworld.blogspot.com/
she is one of my best frenz in sa. very thick-skinned, funny, crappy and damn smart. always thinking of lame jokes or tricks for ppl. horrible girl, always call ppl idiot. but i still love her, and so does king seng. haha...ok...read more frm her bloggie.
xiaohui: http://www.gibberishy_musings.blogspot.com/
another best friend, same clique as xiaoling one. the most "normal" girl among 4 of us (another is sookyee), but always attracts the strangest guys. haha...dun think u can get any related info frm her bloggie, but juz go read.
suki: http://sookee.diary-x.com/
another thick-skinned elephant, aka banana princess, but i still dunno y. haha...made worse by xiaoling i think. but very caring friend, and has very interesting way of presenting her life in the bloggie.
cheryl: http://www.cherrr.blogspot.com/
lovely girl, always wanna be a boy for dunno wat. gd friend and sport player. her blog outlay is really cool. ok i'm not jealous. haha...
vanessa: http://venschocolaterush.blogspot.com/
tough girl. very candid and sporty. has a cute bf, and twin sis. dat's all i can rmb abt her. haha...ok, i have stm. i noe, 10q.
my senior. very smart girl. knew her during x-country cos of the house marscot thingy. very nice friend, her bloggie very cute, and kinda sweet. go read ok?
weelong: http://www.freewebs.com/magna_garuru/
my saco friend. smart guy. and his bloggie is so nice and well organised, juz like those real websites u specially search for in yahoo. haha...though the font abit hard to read, but outlay itself is worth seeing orh!
cornelius: http://www.opendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=B427924
my neighbour and oso saco friend. someone who has deep thoughts and yet, can be lame and funny. very special bloggie, first time to see this kind (cos i'm suagu), go see if u have seen smtg like this b4.
yiss
rawkkstarr: http://-unwrittenmetastasizedveracity.blogspot.com/
aka aziemah. she wants me identify her as rawkkstarr. haha...very bubbly junior of mine, very friendly and sweet too. go see her bloggie regularly cos u will sure have surprises everytime u visit.
| 1:18 PM
decorating the candy house
my dearest readers, supporters, family, friends, enemies and basically xiang qing fu lao, here i am again, to update u on the decorating progress of my candy house. well, isn't it wonderful? i dunno how to use any of those blog skins, no matter how wonderful they may seem, and trying to browse thru them all, understanding wat i shld do juz give me the headaches.
so, after careful considerations juz now, dat took me the whole of 3 precious secs, i decided to settle wif this first and would try to learn frm the basics, like all these settings, template, profile and dunno wat else in this blogspot alone. if i'm lucky, i can finish this by the end of november. ok at least i have smtg to do during the holidaes le. happy for me? (^-^)
so, after careful considerations juz now, dat took me the whole of 3 precious secs, i decided to settle wif this first and would try to learn frm the basics, like all these settings, template, profile and dunno wat else in this blogspot alone. if i'm lucky, i can finish this by the end of november. ok at least i have smtg to do during the holidaes le. happy for me? (^-^)
| 1:03 PM
*muacks muacks* do u like ur welcome kiss?
| 12:10 PM
entering the candy house
la~la~la~welcome to the candy house. la~la~la~candy hse will have it all.
happiness,
sweetness,
becky,
cuteness,
candy floss,
rainbow,
becky,
fairy tales,
smiles,
love,
gossips,
becky,
chocolate,
laughter,
sunshine,
becky,
cookies,
cheerfulness,
music,
drama,
fun,
becky,
excitement,
magic,
pinkness,
becky,
friendship,
brotherhood,
girls' stuff,
icecream,
candies and last but not least,
becky.
basically, u can find sugar, spices and everything nice here. i noe u guys have been waiting for this moment, where i will once again step into your life and bring u laughters and tears, gossips and lameness. so here i am. greet the drama queen.
haha...ok after all the niceties, to put it straight, i'm bored, dat's y i bother to come shorten my life again by trying to make blogspot work my way. hey, i'm not a spoilt girl for nothing. ok now, time to figure out wat these thingies r for. (^-^)
happiness,
sweetness,
becky,
cuteness,
candy floss,
rainbow,
becky,
fairy tales,
smiles,
love,
gossips,
becky,
chocolate,
laughter,
sunshine,
becky,
cookies,
cheerfulness,
music,
drama,
fun,
becky,
excitement,
magic,
pinkness,
becky,
friendship,
brotherhood,
girls' stuff,
icecream,
candies and last but not least,
becky.
basically, u can find sugar, spices and everything nice here. i noe u guys have been waiting for this moment, where i will once again step into your life and bring u laughters and tears, gossips and lameness. so here i am. greet the drama queen.
haha...ok after all the niceties, to put it straight, i'm bored, dat's y i bother to come shorten my life again by trying to make blogspot work my way. hey, i'm not a spoilt girl for nothing. ok now, time to figure out wat these thingies r for. (^-^)
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